So ya, I'm saying that I do feel so tired...
Physically and mentally..
A lot of things happened in my life, and I just can't be that ignorant toward it..
Yes, I do need privacy, I do need "me time", I do need to be appreciated...
I mean, I don't want people praise me or what, but just stop talking behind me..
It just give more burden to me. So annoying, so stressing, so *argh*! -pissed
They don't understand me. They just said it, and it does hurt..
Just asking to my own self why people were doing that..
Ah, just too complicated to tell you what's going on...
I'm trying to strengthen my own self,, not by my power I mean, but yeah, just try to encourage my own self..
"Be strong, and take courage, do not fear or be dismayed. For the Lord your God will be with you, and His love will show you the way..."
"Whatever your hands find to do, do it with all your might, as working for the Lord, not human master."
"The Lord has done great things for us, and we're filled with joy"
"Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer"
FIGHTING MY SELFFFF!!!!
*really need to encourage my ownself!*
It feels so peace when I read those verses, however, it seems so hard to apply it in daily life...
s o h a r d . . .
God, I don't know what to do..
Just to be honest, I don't know what to do..
Should I make that decision? Should I give up? Should I?
What should I do, God?
There are things that make me wanna stay, there are things that make me wanna stop..
No, I'm not thinking about my own self..
I'm looking for the answer that good for both side.. Not only me.. ):
What to do, O Lord?