qOetheCHie..!♪

2012-02-11T15:43:00.002+07:00

Well, let say that this month is a month that full if love.. is it?
Actually, I don't know how my feeling is right now but everything is mixing and arghhh!

One thing, even I said that I love you, I will never and never beg for your love...
I mean it and you can count on me.. (:
Because I am who I am even you don't love me...
And even it kind of hurts, still... I'm good and strong enough for this "topic"...

I will only beg for God's love because I can't live without Him and His love...
His love is sufficient for me...
#supposed to be so, but my sin nature sometimes ask me for more! haha...

okay, Fight for myself even it kinda hurts more than toothache...!

2012-01-23T08:39:00.003+07:00

Happy Chinese New Year people!! (:
I'm home and there is nothing better than home...! hohoho
You know what, I suppose to make my teaching reflection rather than blogging!~
I'm going to go to Karawaci this afternoon at 5p.m...
I hate to leave.. I'm sure that you've known it even I didn't tell you...

Byes peoplesss!! Reflection time and then ready for the ang bao!! hahahayyyy.. :D

2011-12-27T18:11:00.008+07:00

Crazy Singapore - Kuala Lumpur trip finished alr!!

First day:
arrived at Changi airport around 2pm, then. . . . we got lost there! hahaha..
so silly didn't know where the immigration counter is...
after that, met Sonia's aunty, ate, and went to Clementi where we would stay for about 1 week...
first place was, I thought it was Lucky plaza, *forget...
ya ya, ate again and saw M.I. car! so cool!! (:

after that, Marina Bay Sands...
picturing and blaaa~~

got back around 11pm...!!

Second day:
Plan: Jurong Bird park...
but, , , , RAINED! huaaaaaaa...~~ *canceled**
so, it was shopping time! hoho..
First, Bugis, then China Town, then Little India...

after that, Raffles city, Esplanade, taking picture of Marina bay sands background...

Third day:
SENTOSA! UNIVERSAL STUDIO..!!

thank God it didn't rain... (:
we played the galactica... *hmmmm* that roller coaster okay! hohohoho....
but i didn't dare with the cyclon one, so i took the human...
after that, transformer - we queued for more than 2 hours... =.=
but it was so damn cool!!!! (: *amazed*
then then the mummy, then then dino things... then then the far far away 4D... and the roller coaster... and the last was madagaskar...
so damn tired of queuing... =.=""""

after that, having dinner at McD! the waiter was Indonesian! hahaha... (:
then, Song of the sea!

continue with taking picture at siloso,

then go to Imbiah *perhaps* *forget* hahhaha
taking pictures with the marlion statue..

then then then WALKING! from there to Vivocity...
oh my, so damn TIRED! couldn't feel my feet anymore... hahahha... (:

and i didn't eat any RICE this day!! huuuu...~~~ T_T

Fourth day:
JURONG! yippie...
delayed plan.. hahaha... (:

then then then orchard road, bought something *chocolate*

after that, went back and prepare ourself for Malaysia trip!
hohoho...
went to bus station at 9 pm... then go to immigration and go to Johor Baru using bus...
at 11.55pm went to KL using train and zzzz *SLEEP!*

Fifth day:
arrived at KL around 6am and it was so dark! hahaha...
seems so dead and and and have no more energy... =.=
couldn't check in to the hotel because we should check in at 1pm..
so, with our rest energy, went to dataran merdeka, KL library, and KL city gallery - buying some souvenirs.. oh and before that, we GOT lost there! Hahaha...
the monorail and LRT *or whatever I couldnt remember* direction wasn't clear enough!! urghhhh!!
but luckily we could get there safely..~ hohoho
and thank God it was 1pm so we went back to bukit bintang *our hotel* and *ZZZZZ* SLEEP!!
ahhahaa...
sleep until 4pm then, SHOPPING TIME! *AGAIN... =.=*
oh yeah, before that, when we went back to bukit bintang, there were some people downstairs the monorail asking something that i didnt understand and force me to fill something until I ran ran ran and ran, but he kept following me, then at the end said "you are so cute" *FREAK* hahahaha...

Sixth day:
batu caves, then, KLCC Twin Tower...
finished, went back to SINGAPORE! (:

seventh day:
arrived at SG around 7am, then we went to Queenstown, ate the super delicious meatball at IKEA and then shopping! =.= hahhaa
okay, i bought an charles & keith shoe for only S$9! hahahha... only 63.000 rupiahhhh..~~ oh maiii~~ hahaha... (:

then then then...
forget! hahaha... i tought it was Orchard... =.=
yeah... think so... spent the Christmas eve at Orchard and it was so damn FULL of people...! hahaha... (:
sea of human... =.=
okay, so damn tired and cant stand anymore to continue our journey to clarke quay... so, went back HOME!
but it wasn't the end...
still have to packing the so damn a lot stuff...! x_x
until 3am... zzzz... *sleep** *dead*** hahahhaa

eighth day:
HOME! hohohoho...
went to Changi around 11am...
then ready to see Indonesia again! hahahhaa...
okay, our stuff was very VERY OVERLOAD... we brought 15kg to Singapore and we came out with more than 4o kgsss back to Indonesia! hahahhaa...
22 pairs of shoes, clothes, foods, chocolates... ooowww...~~ hahahaa.. (:

okay... it was so damn GREAT! but so much making dying... =.=
walking all day long... hahayyy~~

I'll see you soon, Singapore... ^^

2011-12-13T23:02:00.003+07:00

my life update so far:

- I'M HOME ALR PEOPLES! since December 9th!
so damn happy and yeah... HOME SWEET HOME...

oh oh oh,,, before that,,,:::::
- the second practicum announcement had come out!!!
okay, this is what I really avoid to get...
I prayed to God, asked Him please not to put me there, but...
He is amazing and, u.n.p.r.e.d.i.c.t.a.b.l.e.. =.="
and yeah, I got it... SPH Karawaci as my second practicum..
oh my, SPH again?? huaaaaaaaa.... T_T
you dont know how afraid and scary I am to have SPH as my practicum...
SPH Sentul, and now SPH Karawaci...
okay, the last internship must be amazing...! (:
trying to set my mind that everything is gonna be okay..
I'll be a homeroom teacher for K-3 students!
hahahhaa... can you imagine how small they are, and absolutely C.U.T.E!! XD
but honestly, I have no idea what I should do to themm... =.=" hehehhe...
fighting to myself because the practicum will be started on January 9th, exactly after this holiday over....!! (:

- and I'm going to Singapore this coming Sundayy!! wihii...~
hohohohohooo...~~
actually, I wanna go there but I dont want this time running so fast because it means my holiday is out of time... huaaaa... T_T

okay okay... byess!! (:

2011-12-03T13:26:00.002+07:00

Wanna shout out loud!! really!!!!
I DO REALLY WANNA DO IT..! x_x
can't think clearly this moment...
honestly, I dont wanna wait this long...

okay peoples, already DECEMBER!!
one more week to go and yeah, I dont wanna wait any longer!
no no no thx... i dont..~

2011-11-17T11:41:00.003+07:00

Hey people, it's already in the middle of November..! (:
and oh gosh... feeling so bored this lately...
I have new daily schedule and it is: SLEEPING!
everytime, after I finished the class, what i did is going dorm and SLEEP! =.=
huahuahauhauhauhauhuaaaaa...~~~
so bored bored bored boreddd....
have nothing to do... really... =.=

okay, it's about 22 more days to go home and 31 more days to go to SINGAPORE!!
I dont really care about the singapore thingy, my biggest concern is HOME HOME AND HOME!
I hope the time will go slower and slower when I am in Bandung... *wishing
missing my mom... my dad... my bro... my little cute dogs... oh Kiddy... =.=

i dont know why I am feeling so bad..
I hope that I can past this next 3 weeks well...
hope so...
Oh God... teach me to love You more day by day...
FIGHTINGGGG!!! FIGHTINGGG!!!!

2011-11-09T21:27:00.001+07:00

okay GUYS, it is NOVEMBER!!
not in mood to blog!
BYES!

2011-10-05T16:26:00.000+07:00

and this October was begun with a C.U.R.S.E!!
"you shall not eat for one week..."
huxxxxxxxxxxxx..!!
I forgot to sign up the meal service...
and hell yeah, I got no meal portion started from last Friday until this Thursday.. =.=
I remember it actually!! huaaaaaaaaa..~~
can you imagine how I begged people for a spoon of rice... hixxx... T_T
okay.... 2 MORE DAYS LEFT..!!
fight fight fight!!
and yeah, I'm gonna back to Bandung next week...
hopefully.... If it is approved... x_x
A.M.E.N..!!

OKAY,
Time to study for mid term test tml!
WISH ME LUCK!!

2011-09-25T10:51:00.002+07:00

this September is seems so long...
where is the endd???
huehehhee..

do not have patient in waiting for the October, then November, then December!!!!! (:

Life, so far so good...
wish that I can manage my time better...
dunno why but I feel so mess this recent...

wish that I have a teachable heart, wish that I have more desire to love God...
Holy Spirit help me please... (:

so everybody,
HAPPY SUNDAY!!

back to my assignment thingys..
hohoohoho...
ganbatte for my self!!

2011-09-13T22:38:00.002+07:00

I'm coming to Singapore this December!!
oh mai, I cannot believe it!!
it's one of my dreams to go to Singapore...
actually my friends and I had planned this thing before i went to UPH and finally,
WE CAN REALIZE OUR DREAM!
hahaha,,, (:
so so so SO happy, you know...
The tickets are already in my friend's hand..
we're going there 0n December 18th until December 25th...
my first Christmas not at Bandung, and very excited to see the atmosphere of Christmas in Singapore!!
hahaha... (:

planning planning and planning, but don't forget to save money...=.=
i'll be there with my friends, Sonia and Yuyunnn.. oh my bestie!!
this holiday will be great...!
Quality time with themmm!! hohohoho...
Okay, but before that, still have to fighting for this 5th semester and the assignments that already waiting for me!! hohohoho,,,

I'm so excited to see tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, and suddenly,,,, DECEMBER!! hahhahaa... (:

so, FIGHTING AND SAVE MONEY!!!

SINGAPORE, wait for me!!!! ^^

2011-09-02T15:36:00.002+07:00

HEY GUYSSS!!
*blogging in the middle of doing assignment! =.=

my life so far:
-> I'm alr 20!
-> my soul still not 20!
-> so far, so so...
hehehe..

I'm home right now..
yeah, another short holiday... and gonna back to Karawaci this Sunday at 8am..
something different?
yeah, i lost my spirit *think so...

huaaaaaaaa...

2011-08-08T22:34:00.002+07:00

Jehovah Jireh, my provider... (:
Thank God for everything that He did in my life...
so adorable, so wonderful, I.N.D.E.S.C.R.I.B.A.B.L.E...!!!
I thank my God soooo much...!!!

it had been a week since I came back here and it was so much H.A.R.D.!!
huaaaaaaaaaaa.....
missing my home so much...
and I still cannot bear and worry about my new responsibility..
but now, I think I could enjoy it well..
ya, so far so good...~
hohohoho... (:

wishing all d best for me..!
this semester will be awesome! #related to the research methodology class...
huaaaa... I have to make mini thesis...!
T_T

FIGHTING for this 3 weeks and let's go home!!! #again..!! (:
cannot wait for lebaran holiday...
huhuhuhuhu... ^^

God, I love You soooooooo M.U.C.H

2011-07-18T22:31:00.002+07:00

people:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
a bit struggling this recent...
okay, not a bit but A LOT...
there so many things happened and I didn't know how to respond..

btw, I'm home!!! (:
and I wish the time stop running..! huxxxxxxxx...
It's about 2 more weeks staying here, but I've done nothing! hahaha....

and I'm gonna 20 next month!
welcome to twenties clubb honeyyy!!
actually i dont wanna use the twenties shoe... I wish I could... =.="

God, I know that I'm not deserve to ask anything, and yeah You know, that I asked nothing in every my birthday... only that "most" important thing that I always ask...
if that okay, I wanna ask something different this year...
may I?
You know my heart deeply, and You know each of my struggles...
I know that You will give Your best to me...
God... teach me to love You more and more day by day...

day by day dear Lord to You three things I pray..
To love You more deeply,
To see You more clearly,
To follow You more nearly,
day by dayyy... (:

2011-06-04T13:35:00.003+07:00

IT'S JUNE!! (:
Glad to step to June because it means,
5 MORE WEEKS TO GO HOME..!! (:

the big day had been passed yesterday...
and OH MY!!! IT WAS SO MUCH AMAZING!!
the commissioning service for my beloved brothers and sisters - 2nd cohort studentsss.. (:
finally, after sleepless last night preparing that.. it was well done!

actually, i don't have pictures of the event because i was working at the back, but stealing my sister's picture, here it is:

Ka Maya (:
she is beautiful, isn't she?
i remember how struggled she was with her new softlens only for this commissioning service... LOLS... (:

and this is the dean and lectures picture:

and I specially wanna say CONGRATULATION FOR:

Astrid Ellena as MISS INDONESIA 2011...!!
wihiiiii... she is MISS UPH 2009...
SO DAMN BEAUTIFUL!! *envy* hahaha... (:
but she really deserve it...!!! ^^

okay, may had passed but there are still a lot of things to do such as:
TC CUP!!! *_* , drama performance, seminar, teach, etc... etc... etc... (")(-.-")(")

it's time to say good bye!!! ^^
hopefully this 5 weeks will run faster!!!

2011-05-21T11:59:00.004+07:00

I'M BACK!!!
hohoho... (:
you know what, i've just came back from my hometown last Thursday...! hohoho...
somehow, let's call it "run away"..! LOLS..

Bigger glasses to see the world clearer!! (: **

Easter Holiday's picturesssss:::::::::

My mom and fat me... =.=

my lovely dadddd... (:

Run away's holiday picturesss::::::::::::::::::

Just it..?????

Hmmmm.... think so... hoho...
it's about 7 more weeks to go home *again! hahahaha...
so damn tired of everything..
all classes were done, but not with the assigment... T_T
hooooaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... huxhuxhux...
hope this 7 weeks will run faster and faster and faster as the gingerbread man.. *z_z

oh yeah...
I'm in love with my new phone!!! hahahhaa... (:

2011-04-16T13:56:00.003+07:00

just realized that my blog is very P.L.A.I.N now..
hahhaa..
so, i was trying to send the pictures to my other phone and transfer it to my lappy...
it needs some effort actually.. -.-" hahaha...

just had a community service at Teluk Naga, Jakarta with Library family and it was so F.U.N...!!
even "a bit" hot and tired... hohoho.. (:

Library had a special thing this year and there was "ngebatik"... (:
and i tried to ngebatik...

kinda proud of it because i made it only 1 hoursss,,,'
hahaha,,, wanna try againnn,,, huxhux

and...
this is my sunday pancake with cc

okay, BYES for nowww....~
going to sleep coz tiredddd... x_X

2011-04-15T23:20:00.003+07:00

God....
It is April already..
OMG, Im going insane soonnnn...!!~
huaaaaaaaaaaa....

one reason why I never upload photos anymore because my cable data was gone! x_x
so, sorry for the plain post... -.-"
did a great big silly mistake today and it was so embracing...
don't know what should i do next, but hopefully, that person will not understand what I've done and "amnesia" for particular moment specially this day.. x_x
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...~~~
Im going insane..! really.. x_X

2011-03-27T23:34:00.003+07:00

already in the end of march... *few days to April wihiiii.. (:
i love new month *for some reasons.. :P

okay, a lot of things had happened in my life and I don't know where to start, so...
just said that i've passed a very amazing weeks and i did make me W.O.W...! x_x
just, thank God that He still be with me anytime, anywhere...
HE IS SO GOOOD!!!
I cannot imagine who kind He is...

U.N.E.X.P.L.A.I.N.A.B.L.E....!

this is the hardest time for me, and hope that everything is gonna be okay....
hope in the next 3 weeks, i can go home!!!!!!!!!!! *wishinggggggg.....

2011-02-13T11:31:00.002+07:00

already in the middle of February...
just finished blogging on my another blog and i think, i'll post the same thing... -.-

as usual topic... the most popular thing that pop up in my mind is :HOMESICK!
hoalaaa...
honestly, I'm sick of homesick...
i dun wanna homesick but when i have nothing to do, i suddenly miss my home...
like now... there are a lot o things to do, but i don't know where to start it and i suddenly miss my home...
thinking what my mom and dad are doing right now, and what i will do if i was at home... sigh.. -.-"

a bit desperate because some things happened to me this lately...
fiuh... -.-'' have no idea..
i just can pray....
ask for His power and strength to strengthen me... (:

2011-01-18T13:58:00.002+07:00

it alr in the middle of January... (:

fiuh...
thinking of the Chinese New Year...
probably, i can't go home and celebrate it with my family this year.. x_x
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... T_T
sob sob... -.-

I'm doing some good but bad thing now, and it is secret! ***soooo...????? zzzzzzzzz.. x.x
hehehhee....
error mode on!!!!
wanna go home mode still on since last 1,5 years !!!!! =.=
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2010-12-19T16:00:00.000+07:00

I'M HOME!!!! (:

2010-11-19T23:09:00.004+07:00

finally....

the day came alrd... (:

BULAN BAHASA- FESTIVAL WARNA WARNI INDONESIA
November 18th, 2010...

@ base camp

get ready...

CREW... (:

cast and crew...

balinese dancers...

me with the merah putih costplay player... ^^

what in front of my eyes at the moment is....
EVALUATION REPORT! x_x
accountability report....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God is good, all d time!
it was so sunny when the performance performed, but after that, heavy rain came!

Let this show be Yours (:

and still....
cultural group presentation and cultural shock paper this coming Tuesday!
oh my..!

2010-11-08T10:20:00.004+07:00

second week on November....
sigh.... =.="

there were so many things happened, not only to me, but to my nation - Indonesia...

Merapi Mountain eruption...
CLICK HERE

have no idea what i wanna type...
realy not in mood to do anything... x_x

2010-10-31T11:28:00.003+07:00

thank God this is Sunday and thank God this is the last day of October! (((((:
tomorrow will be a new month, and it means, I'M CLOSER WITH CHRISTMAS HOLIDAY!! *Horay!!* X:

there are still some unclear things pop up in my mind, and it is very annoying...
it goes to my blood, stop in my heart, and makes it beats faster than usual....
disturbing my brain and mind...
i can't think clearly and i'm going insane...!

i need refreshing and yeah, it helps me A LOT!!
went to my hometown decrease my stress, but, when i came back here, that su** thingies also came back to my mind! huaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... T_T

hope after this bulan bahasa, i'm gonna better... hope so...

8 lesson plans for this thursday, 12 lesson plans for the end of november, and math micro teaching for tml! x_x
others queuing:
- culture group presentation
- fieldtrip report
- unic articles
- bulletin board design
- theology research and reflection papers
- big book and puppet
- cultural shock paper
- and else
- and else
- AND ELSE!! x_x

i lost my passion... dunno why...
something wrong with me this semester! x_x

think my IP will be lower this semester... huhuhuhux...
my IPK till now is 3,81..
okay, hopefully it will stay in 3,5 above! (((:

God, give me strength! :P

RANDOM PICTURESSS..!!!!

HAPPY SUNDAY!! (:

2010-10-15T13:05:00.003+07:00

finally, i can take a little breath now...
protfolio due is today and it'w WELL DONE! (:
i've finished it yesterday and no more sleepless!!! HORAY..!!!
i slept at 2 last two nights... =.=

i took some pictures of my portfolio but it were bad... x_x
i took it last night *or you can say this dawn* and my eyes closed half alrd so it went bad... hoho...
and also, i haven't share anything about my 1st practicum to you!
still have many thing to do... x_X
Bulan bahasa thingy makes me wanna die... huaaaaaaaaaaaa...... T_T

but, when i see this picture, it makes me smile... (:
i miss them... i miss my students.... x_X

okay, GANBATTE FOR MY SELF!!!
fighting until december and ready for the holiday!!! huahahaha... ^^

2010-09-03T16:44:00.001+07:00

IT'S SEPTEMBER...!!!!!! (:
TIME TO GO HOME....!!!!!!!!!!!
WIIHIIIIII.... 4 more days to go.... i can't wait...!!
my mind and my soul are in home right now...! ehehhee... (:

and after the lebaran holiday, it comes the 1st practicum...!
wohohhohoho...
i think i've post something about my 1st practicum on my other blog...
but my practicum was changed...! it said i'll be homeroom of 2nd grade before, but now i'll be homeroom of 3rd grade....
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...~~
i've heard a lot of things abour SPH SENTUL and it more worrying me now...!
they said that the expectation is very high and it very hard to get a good mark there..
and also i have to speak english all day even im in school or in the dorm because if not, i'll get a language punishment... x_x
oh mai... that is my struggle... i think im not qualified enough and you know, my english is not really good...
u must have found my mistakes in this post or in the previous post...
the selected words, the grammar, structure, and ALL...! huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
and beside that, i get 2 mentors and one is named "Merie van kuike" or something like that...
huaaaaaaa... saw that name already made me affraid... x_x

but the good things are, i can laundry my clothes for free maximum 4 piece/day..!
wihiiiiii... (:
and there is AC in the room and the wi-fi is good enough...
i hope i have a TV in my room but it's impossible..!hehehhee...

but hope all d best...! i know when God put me there, there will be a lot of incredible things happen and i'll learn a lot of new thing! ^^
God, be with me because i can do nothing without You... (:

2010-08-14T10:42:00.002+07:00

this August become so damn busy...!
oh myyyy...
the WNS thingy, SMF thingy, it really take all my time..! x_x
i fell like cannot breath... hahhaa... (:
there were a lot of things happened and it were really AMAZING...!
i don't know what i wanna type in here...
things go disorganized in my mind...!
and i still struggle with teaching in SPH.. x_x

we welcome our new family, 5th cohort... (:
God bless..! ^^

2010-07-25T15:06:00.002+07:00

MY LAST SUNDAY IN BANDUNG...!!!
huxhux....
hate this kind of feeling.... T_T

3 weeks passed so fast nyooo...~
still have a lot of things haven't done yet...
but, 1 mission, COMPLETED...!! (:

頑張って for the third semester...!!!!! ^^

*no picture...! :)

2010-07-05T01:43:00.005+07:00

i feel rarely update this blog lately... hohoho...
I'M IN BANDUNG ALREADY!!!!!!!!!! (:
happy happy and HAPPY of course! ^^

the time i post this blog is not the same with the time show in this post...
today is WEDNESDAY and and and....
3 days alr im in Bandung...!

spent my time with watching dorama...
GOKUSEN!!!!!!! its a cool movie!! it opens my eyes and makes me so thankful that i;ll be a teacher someday... really... i do really thankful for my future job! (:
and and and... the actor makes me kinda melting! LOLS! ^^
MATSUMOTO JUN... ~~~~

uuuuhhh...~~~ cute isn't he???!!??!! OH MAIIII... ~~ ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

and and and BIG DAY FOR THIS JULY...
isssss................ :::
we welcome our new family, 5th cohort from papua!!!! ((((:
camwhore session when waiting they came from the airport!

narcism mentors...~~
hahahhaa....
i can't wait for next month when my mentees come...
but but but... i dun want this holiday over!!!!!! uuuuh... x_x

JUNE WAS ONLINE...!!!
but sad i cannot chat with her coz i was away at the time she onlined... huxxxx... x_x
i got a email from her and really....
it makes me smile A LOOOOTS!!!!!!!!! (((((((((((((:

the pictures is her nieces...

what a cute picture... ^^ ♥
" Teacher Misu please teach me how to read and write"...

hope i can chat with her soon...! (:

2010-06-20T11:05:00.004+07:00

/////////////////////////
EDITED...! (:

yesterday was a big day...
first, it was the olympic day in my campus....

and second.... it was the time for us to move our room!!
moving timeee....!! huxhux... T_T

*this is my room picture... preparing the stuffs for moving....
so damn a lot isn't it??? *

i felt so so at first, kinda excited to move...
but now... I'M SAD!
so damn sad because it seems like, i lost a family... huxhux...
i miss 605... I DO REALLY MISS THEM...
and and and beside that, this moving thingy made me so damn tired!
oh mai... imagine, from 605, to 410..!
moved my stuffs used stairs! x_x

im not really homesick anymore this lately, but now after move room, i felt really homesick...
maybe i didn't really homesick because i have a family (605) and it can be "medicine" for me,
but now.... I WANNA GO HOME...
huxhux....
605, i miss the togetherness, the tears, the anger, the laugh, the snack, and the annoying things...
huxhuxhux...

my new room mate not bad at all...
nice instead, but but but.... still not can feel comfort... x_x
but i know, there must be a lot of new things i can learn from my new roommate... (:
GOD IS GOOD ALL D TIME... ohohoho

i dunno what should i type now...
OLIMPIC DAY PICTURESSS :::

BYES!
AND HAPPY SUNDAY...!! ^^

2010-06-02T17:19:00.003+07:00

i dunno what should i type honestly...
i just wanna say...
1 MORE MONTH TO GO!!! (:
BYESSS..!!! ^^

btw, to make this post not looking that plain,
watch this..!!

it's a good movie! (:

2010-05-29T20:48:00.002+07:00

I MADE A NEW BLOG!! (:
yeah, and i think i'll update more about my life in that blog because i used bahasa in that blog...
hahaha...
it'll be more easier for me to tell everything about me in bahasa...
i write what i feel and what is my struggle in there...
it's like my open diary... huehehe...

click HERE!!

im not hoping you people to open that blog and follow my life,
i know that i'm not that famous to have someone following my life...
but i just wanna share what i feel, what i've done, and what's my struggle....
i have no one that i can rely on in here and i don't know to who i should share everything and tell my feeling...
so, i think i can write down it in my blog and i feel free to share it because i hope that my life story can be a blessing for other... hehehe... :P

but i wont abandoning this old blog... hahhaa... :)
okays,, TIME TO GO...!!
byesss...!!
2 MORE MONTHS TO GOOOO...!!!!
CAN'T WAIT....!!!!
I WANNA GO HOME! HUHU... (:

2010-05-15T10:49:00.006+07:00

i fell boreeeeee..!!!!!!!!!
x_x
okay, i've tried to blog the same things 3 times because of the "very good connection in here" that cannot save it automatically and cant publish it!!!! -.-"
the post were done, all pictures uploaded well and and ready to publish,
but I CANNOT PUBLISH IT AND IT DIDN'T SAVE AUTOMATICALLY.........!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhh.... x_x
so, i have to retype the same thingy and upload the same pictures and and and and....
it made me crazy to do it 3 times, and in addition, NO ONE SUCCESS..! x_x
okay, if this one failed again, i wont POST anymore! LOLS... (:

HAPPY MAY...!!
3 MORE MONTHS TO GOOOOOO...!!! (:
hahaha... *try to cheer myself.. x_x
sigh... -.-"
this term will be end soon, but i cannot go back to my hometown because of sow thingy and seminars... x_x

there were a lot of GOOD things happened to me in my life,
my life is GOOD BECAUSE GOD IS GOOD ALL D TIMEEE...!!!

my struggling :
God, if he is not the best, I know you've prepared someone MUCH better than him ... :D

PICTURES TIMEE...!! (:

webcam pictures... (:
i miss my family so much, and when this hand cannot touch them, this heart can do it with love....
i wanna go homeeeeee..!!!!!!
there a issue that i just allowed go home for 1 week because i have to prepare for WNS... x_x
oh God... no no nooooo... i wanna be longer in bandungggg...!!!!!!
i wanna be longer with my fam and my lovely petsss... (:

and this is fieldtrip pictures... :

240410-TMII...

Mr. Edy, my physics lecture...! my fav lecture!!! (:

i wont ride that kind of bike anymore! x_x

and and and...!
i got a package!

from someone unpredictable....
hohoho... and the inside are so dumn yummy..!!! love it... hohoho... ^^

last Indonesian Essentials class with Mr. Yanuard...

and also,
i have a foster children!

cute isn't he?
hahahha...
i have never met him before, but he is going to come here next year! *probably... hehhee... (:
curious to know his school report...! ^^

BYESSS!! TIME TO WORK! (:

*luckly this time success... hahhaa... ^^

2010-04-21T16:11:00.004+07:00

Green eggs and ham
Sam I am

I am Sam

Sam I am

That Sam-I-am!
That Sam-I-am!
I do not like that Sam-I-am!

Do you like
green eggs and ham?
I do not like them, Sam-I-am.
I do not like
green eggs and ham.....

Ms. Pam opened our curriculum class with that book...
it's a beginner book and good for kids...
But, then she showed a movie with title "I Am Sam"
i thought that it was a silly or cartoon movie because the book is erghh... you know laaa...
hehehe...
BUT BUT BUT BUTTTT...!!!
It was a so damn nice movieee....! (:
kinda bored at the beginning, but i almost tearing along the movieee... huxhux...

its about a man, retard man, who has a very cute and pretty daughter..
his wife leave him with their daughter and because of his limitation,
he has some problem related to his daughter....
watch itttt...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is some pictures of the movie (:

love is all you need...

and, so many thing to do...
i cannot post too long because my papers haven't done yet..!! *arghhhh....
my breakfast : papers
my lunch : papers
my dinner : papers
dessert : posters and group project..!! (:

i wanna share something honestly, butttt....
i kinda shy.. x_x

sssshhhhhhh....!
私は恋に落ちている.... ^^

LOLSSS...!!
BYEESSSS... (:

2010-04-15T12:36:00.000+07:00

english class today....
"Favorite song presentation"
and cindy, showed "HOME-MICHAEL BUBLE"..

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

I was okay actually.. not homesick as used to be...
i was okay too at first, but when i saw the last part of the lyrics,

"Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home"

i suddenly cried... T_T
dunno why but yeah, i cried... in class.. x_x

many things happened and i do really tired...
i slept at 2 this morning and woke up at 5.30...
just about 3 hours sleeping and i have to do my daily activity today and will reach dorm at 8pm...
after it, do the committee stuffs untill 11pm.
but, i have to wake up at 4.30 tml..! gosh... -.-"
it will over tml... yeah... it'll over...
okay, not over at all...
library committee, LO LVCCO, curriculum assignments, research papersssSSS (sigh), etcccc... x_x
i'm trying not to complain... im not complain honestly... just wanna share... ahahha... LOLS... (:

at least, im happy now...
something make me more spirit!!! ahahhaa...
okay, i won't share anything in here... BLEHHH... :P

this post become so wordy... z_z"
ahahhaa...
some ooold picturess...!!

all were when i made mushroom cookies for my kucing... nyaaaaa...
meooow meoooowww... (:
he MIA nowww.... hohoho... ^^

2010-04-08T13:23:00.000+07:00

my heart beats not in order now...
i can't think clearly and can't think anything..
everything seems very bad and made me down...
arghhhhhhhhhh.....!
wanna shout loud but i can't... T_T

i lost my comb but i felt very mad.
that little things made me down...! LOLS...
OMG...
I DO REALLY CAN'T THINK SOMETHING MAKE SENSE AND 'HEALTHY' ENOUGH...!!!!
arghhhhhh...!!
stupid silly me can't do anything...!

sigh... -.-"
i feel that i'm not the best one and i'm not the right person to be a choice..

God, don't let this kind of feeling make me so down like this...
everytime it comes, it always uncomfy...
i don't want to take the wrong step, and i dunno what should i do now...
i have no idea about it...
just try to be patient and positive thinking....
surrender all to Him..
only, it's only by His grace... LOL...! berle mode...
hohoho... :P
i try to smile and laugh even it's very hard... hehehe... (:
i don't wanna force everything, let it be done as God's will, not my will...
i know that everything happen in my life is the best....! ^^
cheers girl... !!!!! (:

be positive...

2010-04-04T11:38:00.003+07:00

Okay... view seconds more and i'm going to leave Bandung...
i hate this kind of feeling.... urghhhh..!!
have been in bandung for 9 days and I STILL WANNA BE HERE...!!
huaaaaaaaaaaaa.... T_T
hehehehe... (:
*going insane

dorm life is fun, it just i feel more comfy in my home...
why don't i still study there but stay in my home?
hohoho... (:

CAMWHORE... (:

BYEEESSS..!
GOING TO PACK MY STUFFS... x_x

2010-03-25T11:19:00.002+07:00

2 more days and I WILL BE IN BANDUNG...!
ohoho... can't wait...!
hahhaha...
really i can't wait...
i became kinda lazy now because my heart is at home now!
hohoho...
"home is where your heart in"... <---- that's what Mr. Ferry said... *if i remembered it rightly..." :P

im on duty now but yeah as usual, i online instead.... -.-"
dunno what to do... x_x

OMG BORED!!
and i dun have pictures to upload!
i have some actually, but its still in my phone and i forget to bring my card reader...
hoohohhoooooooooooooooooo.....

2010-03-05T14:41:00.001+07:00

HAPPY 7th ANNIVERSARY...!!! (:
woken up at 5am this morning by Tia and Icha,
and guess what..
they washed my feet like Jesus washes His disciples feet..!
what a humble friends and team leader are they?
hoho... LOVE UUUUUUU...!!!!

They woke up at 3am and cooked for us..!!
soup, noodle, and... the pictures will upload sooon..!!!

i have some LOVE-LY pictures now...!

the LOVE ones:

the silLY ones:

the LOVE ones:

the silLY somes:

LOLSSSSSS...!!!! :D

END OF MARCH...!!! COME OOOON...!!!!!!! ^^

2010-03-01T17:06:00.002+07:00

happy March...!!!
hahaha... :P
step this month with enthusiastic becauseeeee....
THERE IS EASTER HOLIDAY AT THE END OF MONTH..!!! :P
Yipiiiieeee...~~!!!!
can't wait can't wait and can't wait...!!
even just for a week, its better than just a day...
hoho... :p

urghhh...
i have some pictures with my student when i taught her to make an animal cap but it still in my phone and haven't transfer it...
will upload later and and and....
back on work...!!! on duty *as usualll...!
bad meeee... x_x
ahahhaa... :P

oh and i pray that i can go back to bandung in 26th march and needn't to attend MYC Friday night first....!
hope sooo..!!
AMEN... (:

what a tiring day... still have to teach in harkit after work in library untill 10pm... x_x
sigh -.-"
and also have mid term test tml...! OMGGGG..!!!
WISH ME LUCK...
BYESSSS... ^^

2010-02-22T17:50:00.004+07:00

ON DUTY...!!
I'M ON DUTY AND I'M BLOGGING...!!!! LOLS.... :P
yeah, i'm on work now and i opened my lappy, online, and BLOGSSSS...!!! ^^

PICTURESSSSS (:

@ wendy's, bought 'cheese and cheese'
naughty adel asked me to buy it and guess what...
i bought it..!! -.-"
i dunn have money actually...! x_x

late but better than not at all...
this is the valentine pictures that i have said before...
4ED1 pictures...!

valentine edition..!
and also i have a video about it but wont upload it here..!!!
hahaha... :P

fav pictures at the moment....:

cap cip cup kembang kuncup..!
pilih siapa yang mau di kecup...??!?!?! LOL..! :P

i forget... i think i've uploaded this one but i do really like it..!! ^^

byeeessss...!!! back to my job..!! hoho.. :P

2010-02-13T00:43:00.004+07:00

guess where i'm now..????!?!?!?!
IM IN BANDUNG ALREADYYYY...!!! (:
what a lovely time in a lovely town...
even just for 3 days here...
i have to go back to Jakarta this Sunday...
omg... why don't we celebrate CNY for 1 month?
hahhaa...

as my promiseeee...
6th month anniversary party...!!! (:

nibe, icha, adel, and cece

bule, pipi, tia, and I... (:

all of us...

our cake anniversary...!! ^^

its kinda crazy...
i ate porridge at sunstar and then we continued to KFC and i ate one chicken with 2 pack RICE!
zzzz... sooooo damn fullllllll.....! x_x

after sunday chapel....

and this is the most beautiful rainbow that i've ever see by my own eyes...

its very beautiful..! (:
not a good picture but, enough to make me smile... (:

juneeee...!!!!
miss u so damn much...!!!
we never talk anymore and chat anymore...
i miss her so damn much...!!
many things happened and i do really wanna share it to her...
like i wanna share it to 'kucing' if he still exist... x_x
miss both of themmmm..!!!! huaaaaaaa.... T_T
really, when i feel alone, and then i see the sky, i can feel better... (:
thx kucing... to share about sky thingy to me... ^^
JUNEEEEE...!!! contact meee...
you never update your blog so that i dunno how you have been... x_x

i have a special picture, but will upload it for valentine day...

HAPPY WELCOMING CNY..!!!!!
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
come in come in...! hahhaa...
byesss...
have homeworkssss and sleepy alr...!
zzzzzzz

2010-02-05T15:41:00.001+07:00

HAPPY 6th anniversary..!!!! :P
have no pictures actually...!!
hahhaa... :P
love u all... <3

waiting for chinese new year next week wohoooooo...!!!!!
im so excited... becauseeee...
im going to go back to bandung...
hahaha...
insane mode...

BYESSSS...!!!!
will upload anniversary pictures sooon...!
we are going to celebrate it tonight after friday night...! (:

2010-01-31T10:39:00.002+07:00

this is the first time i have nothing to do...
i have actually, but... don't know what to do..! LOL...
can't think clearly...
have so many assignments, but i can't think how to do it...
my mind is not here...
where? dunno..!!!! x_x
arghhhhh....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't think clearly and smartly to make my assignments...
i made one last night but it was soooo bad and i've submitted it...!!!
argh...!!! think the mark willl be very bad... x_x

i can think nothing now...
i want to edit some pictures but, hell yeah... i can't think and it just make me angry...! x_x
i worry that my mark will be very bad and my IP will be very low soon..!!!! omg...
how can how can how can..?!?!?!
what should i do...? what should i doooo...?!?!?!?! x_x

stress mode : ON..!!! x_x
arghhhh... hate that...!!!!!

missing home....
waiting for chinese new year..!! :P

arghhhhhhh...!!!
cant smileeee...!!!! :X

2010-01-24T21:54:00.004+07:00

watched this at Curriculum Studies class and it's really cool..!!!
inspiring me..!! (:

hmmm.... so far so good...
not really busy with school's stuff but busy with SOW..! x_x
i was asked to be "dream team" in library....
its like the main team and have big responsibility to library...
okay, hard to explain it but yeah, most of my time will be spent in library...!
like nerd?!?! NOOOO...!!! hahaha... no nerd laaa...~ LOL... :P

and, went swimming at Saturday...!
my first time in here.. hoho... :P

2010-01-13T10:54:00.000+07:00

Its suck,, when u want to sleep and have time to sleep, but ...
YOU CAN'T!!
Oh gosh.. It has been 3 nights and i cant sleep!!
I closed my eyes and laid on my bed at 9pm last night and i couldnt sleep!!
It happened in the other previous nights and i couldnt sleep till 4am!!
Also i have class at 7.30..!
No no no.. Hate it!! X_x

am i get imsonia? *im really thinking about this..!

2010-01-09T22:02:00.002+07:00

last day in Bandung....
hate to go but I HAVE TO GO...!
my life is not perfect, but it's too perfect to leave it...

last CO₂ for Bandung...
and i'll miss your O₂... (:

2010-01-06T01:27:00.002+07:00

your body's cell-adhesion molecules.
It is the "glue" that holds all the cells in your body together.
Do you know what is so incredible about this?
It's in the shape of a cross.
The "glue" that holds your skin together, that holds your organs together, that literally holds everything in your body together, is a CROSS!

Colossians 1:17
He is before all things, and in Him ALL THINGS HOLD TOGETHER..!! (:

i have some videos about it, it's a good video i think.
but i'll upload it later..! hahaha... :p
it's 1.45am here, late already and i have to sleep..!
im watching oprah now and they discussing about sleepless.
it causing night terror and it more terrible than nightmare..!
oh gosh this episode is soo cool..! haha
i think i wont sleep now, watch TV instead..! lols.. :P
BYESS..!!

2010-01-04T19:59:00.005+07:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR...!!
late to greet happy new year, but it doesn't mean that i was busy..!
my lappy was sick(*read:broken down) and it came back healthy again because i brought it to hospital(*read:comp store) yesterday...! LOL.... :D

celebrated new year at home, roasted some corns, and watched the firework..

i watched this video at FCE class and i think this is a good video...
be creative, and it'll change everything..!! (:

2009-12-25T18:05:00.003+07:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS..!!! :P

may God always born in our heart not only in this christmas day but EVERYDAY...!!!
joy and peace with u...
hohoho... *santa's laugh... (:

IM IN BANDUNG O'REDYYYY...~
ahaha...
*actually since December 16th...
what a memorable journey to 'mudik'.... *arghhh...
hahaha... :p

kinda lazy to update this lately... x_x
605 photosessionss...!! :P

after last sunday chapel...
hoho... ^^

after TC-Christmas assembly...
hoho... :p
it's over now...

relaxing time...
spend time with my fam...!!! hohoho... :P
urgghhhh..
dunno what should i type... x_x
BYESSS....!!
ONCE AGAIN, MERRY CHRISTMAS.... ^^

notes:
mudik= back to home town...
ahahha... :p

2009-12-12T11:59:00.008+07:00

"FIREEE...!!! FIREEE..!!! "

peoples shouting it this dawn about at 01.30am and it woke me up...! x_x
just brought my lappy and my phone and, and, NOTHING ELSE...! huehehee...
everyone were panic at that time and i felt it was like a dream...! zzz.. -.-"

they said the fire came from 2nd floor, iron room.
but i'll tell u the truth that...
thats all just a SIMULATION..!
sighhhhhh...!!! -.-"
why at 01.30 morningk...?!? sigh sigh sigh... hoho... ^^
it looked very real... sigh... x_x

okay forget about it...
at Thursday, went to Ms. Pam's home to celebrate Christmas...!!! ^^

Ms. Pam when she opened a Christmas gift from us... *her students (:

Ms. Pam Advent calendar... cute isn't it...? :P

photo session @ Ms. Pam's home...!!! :::::::::::::

green group...
go green..!!! LOLS...! :P

red group..! ^^

all of us...

we went to Ms. Jessica's home after celebrated Christmas in Ms. Pam's home to sing Christmas Carol to her..! hoho...
this Christmas is very special for me...
i never have a Christmas celebration experience like this before...
it's soooooooo fun..!!!!! ^^

last MYC Friday Night...

and...
BANDUNG...!!! WAIT FOR MEEE..!!!!! :P

2009-12-01T18:17:00.005+07:00

IM SICK OF ASSIGNMENTS AND PAPERS...! x_x
oh My God...!!!
my Philosophy paper haven't done yet...!
and honestly, i dont understand with what should i type.
its 2000 words and i just finished half of it.
the main problem is i haven't got the main idea for my paper...! -.-"
sigh sigh sigh...
oh God...!
BUT....
WELCOME DECEMBER...!!! :P
IT'S ABOUT 2 MORE WEEKS TO GOOOOO...!!!!
YIPPIEEE... ^^

2009-11-28T17:58:00.002+07:00

huaaaaaaaaaaaaa....
my parents visited me yesterday... huxhux...
still wanna be with them but cannot...! x_x
just spent time together from 1pm-7pm because i have to attend MYC Friday night.
mummy and daddy.. hux hux...
okay, calm down, 3 more weeks to gooo..!!!
OMG.... you know what, i have a lot of papers to do and publication thingy which the due date are in next week and, , , ,
i haven't done ANYTHING...! x_x
sigh... -.-"

2009-11-13T15:10:00.006+07:00

hellow people...!! :P
IM IN WORKING NOW... ahaha...
naughty me... x_x
i asked the security to let me open my lappy because i have assigment to do...!
and,,, guess what i do..?
ONLINE..!!! not do the workssss...! -.-"

i opened my FB and saw my sister tag me a note...
and, i cried when i read it... T_T
the title is ...

My Grandpa's New Best Friend
Ada sebuah kenyataan yang tidak terbantahkan.
Bahwa kita semua akan menjadi tua dan renta.
Bahwa suatu hari kita akan berkumpul dengan orang-orang yang telah lebih dulu meninggalkan dunia ini.

.. Ah betapa indah jika saat itu tiba. Seolah hanya merasa baru terbangun dari tidur siang - segar..

Saya anak tunggal dari seorang ibu single parent, tinggal dengan kakek saya yang tak lagi sanggup berjalan tegak - bahkan sekarang sama sekali tak sanggup berdiri.

Kakek saya adalah orang yang selama ini saya anggap paling gagah. Kemana-mana ia selalu berjalan kaki, ia memiliki pekerjaan ter-seksi (menurut saya) sebagai tour guide . Waktu kecil saya sering ikut kemana ia memimpin tour. Hingga beranjak remaja, saya sudah mulai jarang ikut kakek.

Tidak jauh-jauh. Sekitaran Indonesia sudah kakek saya jelajahi. Jawa, Sumatra, Bali, Kalimantan - tanyalah ia, maka dengan mata berbinar, kakek akan menceritakan pengalaman indahnya. Dari keseluruhan, hanya pulau Irian saja yang belum pernah Kakek saya kunjungi. Maka suatu hari saya akan ke Irian untuk kakek saya nanti. (amin..)

Kakekku terus saja memimpin tour, hingga beberapa bulan kemarin ia terserang stroke ringan yang ternyata berawal dari penyakit diabetes yang tak terdeteki sebelumnya. Dirawatlah kakek di Rumah Sakit; sebuat tempat yang paling busuk didunia. Setelah mendapat perawatan dan pengobatan maka kakek pun pulang, sekitar 3 bulan beristirahat dan menjalani terapi, kakek hampir sembuh dan sudah berencana ke Madura. (wow-saya malu akan semangat kakek saya ini..) , kakek ingin ke Madura karena ketika ia dirawat, berita-berita di televisi menyiarkan peresmian jembatan Suramadu yang menghubungkan Jawa dan Madura, seolah memanas-manasi kakek untuk datang kesana.

Namun, kenyataan berkata lain, kondisi kakek saya drop, karena obat-obatan yang ia yakini akan mengeluarkan ia dari lingkaran hitam justru malah membawa kakek semakin hitam. Lambung kakek saya malah luka akibat mengkonsumsi obat-obatan itu. Drop se-drop dropnya, kami pun sedih. Kakek terlebih sedih, ia seperti macan yang telah kehilangan taringnya. Seolah ditelanjangi dengan berpuluh-puluh pasang mata kawan-kawannya atau kerabat ketika datang berkunjung yang memandang iba kakek saya. Tak kuat melihatnya sayapun tak pernah menemani tamu.

Kehabisan tenaga, dan kekurangan biaya..
Kami, anggota keluarga pun lelah.. terlebih Ibu saya; yang setiap pagi harus memasak, bekerja, dan merawat kakek karena kami tinggal di atap yang sama.. "Maaf ma, saya harus ke studio, pamerannya sebentar lagi." , demikian pamit saya setiap hari. Sedih karena tak bisa ikut merawat. Maka jarak antara kami, rasanya semakin jauh saja.

..

Wajah kakek saya akan berubah senyum bila anak-anaknya datang dan berkunjung. 6 bersaudara. Jumlah yang cukup solid dan banyak bila dibandingkan dengan saya yang tidak memiliki saudara. 3 anak lelaki dan 3 anak perempuan. Mungkin akibat budaya dan tradisi bangsa kita, maka hal-hal seperti merawat dan menemani kakek, lebih fasih dilakuan oleh anak-anak perempuannya.

Saya sempat malu dengan 6 bersaudara ini. Ketamakan, kepalsuan, dan rasa ingin menyelamatkan pantat sendiri tak pernah terlewat ketika mereka berdiskusi dan membagi tanggung jawab akan ayahnya. Namun saya percaya, kakek akan menjadi pemersatu kita semua..

dan , sementara hanya ini yang sanggup saya berikan untuk kalian. (untuk para sepupuku, jika kalian membaca ini bilang sayang ya ke kakek.. karena kakek butuh sekali hal-hal kecil seperti ini, dan kalau bisa, tunjukan saja note saya ini ke ibu atau ayah kalian)

bila setiap orang tua yang kaku dan tidak biasa mencurahkan maksud dan isi hatinya, dan bila setiap tua dan renta dapat berbagi, mungkin ini yang akan ia bagi;

"Saat Aku Tua" (dikembangkan dari sebuah flyer yang dbuat oleh yayasan budhist indonesia)

Saat aku tua, aku bukan lagi diriku yang dulu.
Saat aku menumpahkan kuah sayuran dibajuku.
Saat aku menjatuhkan piring atau gelas karena tak sanggup mengangkatnya.
Saat aku tak lagi ingat cara mengikat tali sepatu.
Ingatlah saat-saat aku mengajarimu, membimbingmu untuk melakukannya.

Saat aku dengan pikunku mengulang terus menerus ucapan yang membosankan mu, bersabarlah mendengarku.
Dimasa kecilmu, aku harus mengulang dan mengulang terus sebuah dongeng untuk mengantarmu ribuan kali menuju buaian alam mimpi.

Saat aku membutuhkan bantuan untuk memandikanku, jangan menyalahkan badanku yang tak lagi sanggup berdiri lama.
Ingat masa kecilmu ketika aku memujukmu untuk mandi.

Saat aku kebingungan menghadapi hal-hal baru dan teknologi moderen, jangan menertawaiku dan kesal menjelaskan pada ku.
Renungkanlah bagaimana aku menjawab pertanyaan 'mengapa'mu.

Saat kedua kakiku terlalu lemah untuk berjalan, ulurkanlah tanganmu yang muda dan kuat untuk memapahku, ingatlah bagaimana ketika aku mengajarimu berjalan.

Saat kita sedang mengobrol dan aku melupakan topik pembicaraan, beri aku sedikit waktu untuk mengingatnya.
Karena hal terpenting bukan topik yang aku bicarakan, melainkan karena kau ada disampingku untuk menemani hari-hari kesepianku.

Aku bahagia.
Saat engkau melihat diriku menua, jangan bersedih. Maklumi aku dan dukung aku seperti aku menghadapimu belajar bagaimana menapaki kehidupan ini.
Aku bahagia.

Aku bahagia dan bangga memiliki keturunan sepertimu.

Saya membaca flyer ini disamping kakek saya yang pada hidungnya terpasang selang untuk mengeluarkan darah akibat lambungnya yang terluka. Ditemani sahabat barunya; sebuah pispot.
Wadah yang menampung air seninya, kegiatan yang membuat lelah anak-anaknya karena harus mengganti sprei dan pakaian kakek saya jika bablas tak tertampung.

dan sekarang, 2 bulan setelahnya;
Saya menulis ini ketika dikamar bawah kakek saya beristirahat ditemani ibu saya. Ketika saya baru sempat menemani kakek setelah mengadakan pameran kemarin bersama teman-teman saya. Pameran yang oleh anakmu saya dibilang buang waktu.

Semoga cepat sembuh 'kek, salam untuk sahabatmu itu.
Maaf aku tidak banyak hadir sebagai sahabatmu, seperti ketika aku kecil kita keliling nusantara bersama.

Dan kakek sahabat yang paling aku sayang.

the story is about my grandfather
it was very sad because my grandpa was hospitalized one week after i came back to UPH after lebaran holiday...
and i can't beside him... x_x
and... his new bestfriend is the chamber pot...
because he cannot do anything now...
just sleep at his bed...
oh my God...
it makes me really really want to back to bandung... x_x

and when im working in MYC, the atmosphere makes me really wanna go home...

the Christmas tree is very beautiful...

grandpa...
i love you...... x_x

2009-11-10T17:05:00.003+07:00

SEE..!! i gain 4 kg..!!
looks fat isn't it..?
okay, not fat but FATER..! hahaha... :P
but i think i lose some kg again now... x_x

this is my care group picture with Ms. Jessica...
she made cookies for us..!!! OMG it was super duper delicious..!
mostly because i haven't eaten breakfast that time... hoho.. ^^

yummy yummy YUMMY..!!! :)

I LOVE THIS PICTURES...!!!!!

RAHMAT AND YOSHUA...!
ahaha... LOL..! taken when we have math study group at MYC...

my fav. place in UPH is MYC because it is very comfortable and have a lot of facilities like pool and TV and so room meeting and music room and etc and etc and etc..! :P
oh and im working there, met a lot of new friends from other faculty... ^^
and u know what, IM WORKING NOW..!!
hhaha... naugthy me... hoho.. :P

me and alex at YOUTH CAMP...
SAY YES TO BANANAS....!!! (:

BYESSSSSS..!!!
BACK TO WORK..!! ^^

I STILL HAVE 5 MORE TUESDAY CHAPEL, 5 MORE MYC FRIDAY NIGHT, 5 MORE SUNDAY CHAPEL to go..!!!!
BANDUUUUUNG..!!!!! wait meeeeee..!!!! :P

F.A.M.I.L.Y...
Father And Mother, I Love You... <3

2009-11-03T23:07:00.002+07:00

OMAIIIGOD..!!!!
HELLOW NOVEMBER... I'M SO GLAD THAT YOU CAME..!! :P
i can't wait until 21st December...
TIME TO GO BACK TO HOMETOWN..!!! (: *big smile in my face...
i don't know why and why and WHY but i still miss my family in Bandung and it still hard for me to life here... x_x
dorm life is fun, really fun with funny and silly people...
but, home sweet home..!!! huaaaaaaaa... T_T
mom and dad...!!!!!! x_x
boring no picture..? haha.. its kinda lazy for me to upload some pictures because I DO VERY BUSY..!!!
sigh... --,

"gw harus semakin enjoy dan nyaman di sini... bersyukur atas segala apapun.."

yeah... its easy to type and said but hard to do...

"mungkin gw ini orang yang terlalu sering mengeluh akan segala hal, tidak bersyukur atas apa yang udah ada dihidup gw... "

"gw orang yang udah tau apa yang salah tapi nggak pernah berubah..."

huaaaaaa... God... dunno what to do...
its about 7 more weeks...!!! x_x
and the holiday is just 3 weeks...

i want to upload some picture but it all are in my phone and im too lazy to take my phone in the room *because im on lobby* and lazy to send it to my lappy and lazy to upload it in honest..!! x_x
hueeee...
so many homeworks, assigments, test, and....
i am busied of TC-Christmast Assembly..! x_x
the publication thingy and blah..!
im the PIC of publication and you know what, the members is just TWO..!
sigh.. x_x
still have to make some trailers and video to be publicated... the target is 2200 peoples..!
ganbatte...!!! ^^
and also, combine art performance and else... many things to do... x_x
as what i have said, "sleep is a rare chance here..." zzzz...

so, bye people... i need to sleep... !!!! huaaaaaaaa.... T_T
mom and dad i miss you... :P
i love you..! ^^

2009-10-03T12:11:00.002+07:00

hellow people...!!!
OCTOBER, NOVEMBER, DECEMBER..!!!
omg... i cant wait the DECEMBER...!!
3 more monthss...!!! x_X
huaaaaa....
i tell u what, i miss my home so so so soooooo MUCH..!
since the last time i went back to bandung, i became more and more homesick...
i cry almost everyday since i was here last Sunday...
huaaaaaaaaaaa....
they spoiled me when i was there and it made me hard to leave them and bear here... T_T
i haven't shown u some pictures when i was in bandung b'cause when i saw it, it made me miss the situation... T_T
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
it make me thinking that, "will i can bear here and. . . . is this my place...? "
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
mom, dad... i love u and i miss u soooooo much..! huix... T_T
God... really... i dont know what should i do now...
i have no idea... i miss them and miss them and miss them and miss them soooo much..!
it was just about 2 months i was here but i still feel not comfort enough.
dorm life is fun. really... but HOME SWEET HOME...
i miss them... huaaaaaaaaaaa... T_T
i thought once to resign but i dun like to disappointed my family.... x_x
feel alone and lonely...
everyone busy with their own business and activities...
dunno to who i can share my problem... x_x
huix... T_T
i cried this morning... when i woke up and i remembered the condition when i was in bandung last week...
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... T_T
wanna go there wanna go there..!! I WANNA GO THERE..!! hux hux... T_T

God... is this my place..? is that Ur plan to make me be a teacher..?
God..? God...? God..??

cheer me someone... cheer me... T_T
huix... T_T
Mum, Dad... i love u... huixx... x_x
hard for me to leave them in bandung...
i wanna be there, with them... hux hux...
i have never been far from my parents before, so this is really hard for me... hux hux...
help me God... help me...
im weak... im weak. . . . .

2009-09-14T01:05:00.001+07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD..!!
I love you so so so soooo MUCH!
It's very sad, when i realized that today is my father's b'day and, IM NOT WITH HIM..
Im not beside him.. T_T
i can't hug him and see his smile..
His warm smile that really make me feel save and comfort..
I miss him.. And i wanna be with him now.. x_x
i just can pray here for him..

"God, thx 4 everything..
I just wanna ask U something..
May U give a permanent smile in my dad's face and happiness in his heart..
His happiness is my happiness..
And his smile is my super vitamin..
Nothing more precious than his smile and happiness..
And may U give a good health for him..
Im not beside him and i cant take care of him..
So, i hope he wont get any sick..
I love him.. I do really love him so much..
I know U have a great plan in his life..
And it is the best-est from the best..! (:
thx God, in Ur name I pray, AMEN.."

i cant say so much coz i dont know what i wanna say..
The words are mixing in my mind..
but, from the bottom of my heart, I LOVE U AND I HOPE EVERYTHING THE BEST FOR U,DAD..
God bless and with u always..!! (:

have to go now..
Sleep coz have class 5 hours from now..!!
BYE..!!
Oh and,, im going to go to bandung this coming Thursday!!
Cant wait!! Miss everything SOOO MUCH..!! :P
BYES!!

2009-09-12T11:09:00.015+07:00

ANOTHER RELAXING SATURDAY...! :D
i just can online on Saturday and Sunday because, NO CLASS AT THAT TIME...!! yippie...!
even in honest there are a lot of assignmentssss...!!! zzz... =.=
its almost everyday i come back to dorm at 8pm...
and still, assigments waiting for me...! x_x

as my promise, *even late... hoho* some pictures i took when earthquake...
not clear enough because felt shocked at that time..! --,

CAMWHORE-ING and ANNIVERSARY PICTURES..!!! ^^

at the night of anniversary... :P

after Sunday chapel...
at times..!! wihiiii... (:

narcissm part...! :P

icha and I... :P

me and glory...
we chatted yesterday and found a new name for us..!
not us in both of us but new name for me and him... :P
hahhaa... wont tell u here because its kinda a silly name... not silly at all but, arghhh... dun like it..! hahhaa... ^^
and see our sandal there... (:

and tia bought shoes that shocked us..!

see the price...!!! x_x

zzz... -.-"

okay, its 12.43 pm here and it's time to lunch..!
after that, im going to SLEEP..!! hahhaa... :P
sleep is a rare chance we can do here...! LOL.. ^^
BYESSSSSS..!!! (:

2009-09-05T15:08:00.003+07:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY...!!! :D

1 month have been UPH.... ahahhaa...
a lot of things had happened since i was here and the most unforgetable moment till now is the EARTHQUAKE...!

Wednesday, September 2nd 2009...

The 2009 Java earthquake was a 7.0 magnitude earthquake that occurred on September 2, 2009 at 14:55 local time in West Java, Indonesia, which killed at least 63 people.Dozens are said to be missing. More than 87,000 homes have been destroyed.

The quake was felt in the capital Jakarta although damage here was minimal. Rescue efforts are underway to retrieve those trapped under landslides. It is Indonesia's deadliest earthquake since 2006.

DAMAGE
At least thirty-two people were initially reported to have been killed by the quake.Buildings in Bandung and Tasikmalaya, the town closest to the epicenter, were damaged, and hundreds of people were injured. An estimated 18,300 homes and offices were earlier thought to have been damaged. This figure later rose to 87,000+.

The quake was felt as far away as Jakarta, Indonesia's capital; causing evacuation in many office buildings and hotels.

At least 11 houses were covered by a landslide in Cianjur.

Around 37 inhabitants, including 13 children, of Cikangkareng were affected by a landslide caused by the quake and are thought to have been buried beneath rubble. The area has become a breeding ground for voyeurs who are flocking to the area to take photographs of the destruction and victims.

At least one hospital was destroyed by the quake.

*copied from wikipedia...*

i was at class that time, at 6th floor..
and the alarm bell rang and and and we all went down using the emergency stair...
my first experience... (:
i have some of pictures of it but gonna upload it probably tonight or tomorrow.. ^^
feel so damn sleepy at the moment...

and...
going to celebrate the anniversary tonight at BENTON..!! hoho...
eat and chit chat and and... ANNIVERSARY CAKE...! (:
cant wait to take some pictures with them...
I'm so thankful that i got such a roommates like them... hihi...
they are like my family here... LOVE THEM...!!! ♥
they all are the best... hope we can get close and closer each day....
and hope that wont be some problems in our room... ^^
BYES ALL..!!! AFK SB~
LOLS...!!! hahahhaa... :P

2009-08-22T09:39:00.006+07:00

F.A.M.I.L.Y

Father And Mother I Love You... ♥

i miss them so bad here... x_x
my fam... my friends... my pets...
huaaaaaaaaa..... T_T
HOMESICK level 4... huhuhu... x_x
huaaaa... mom and dad... miss u... huix... T_T
i cry almost everyday... huix... T_T
i told u alr that dorm life is v. far different with my daily life at home...
sigh... -.-"
i was sick this past few days and that time, i miss them so much...
i take care my self alone... fiuh...
i miss them soooooo much..!!! x_x

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huaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... T_T

last pictures in bandung...

and my bro sent this in my birthday... :

-.-"... miss my fam... x_x

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... T_T
i havent got job yet... x_x
huaaa... wanna back home wanna back home...!!!!!!
huaaa... give me strength so i can bear here... AMEN... :P

and as my promise...
me and my roommate pictures...

first week in jkt... go to the mall used pajamas...
haha... :P

me and icha, from Cirebon

me, icha, tia

tia, me, icha, silvi

silvi, me, and gabby

and this is the pictures when we celebrated my birthday...

i haven't comb my hair that time...
just finished wash my hair coz my hair full with cake cream...

hahaha... really unglam... =.=
Billy called me at 17th's night and said Happy birthday to me and asked me to come to basement...
so, i went to the basement and then. . . .
i was attacked by cream...! zzzzz... -.-"
its 11pm alr... and i have to wash my hair.... haha...
but THX nyaaaa..~~~ :P

and then... in my room...
when i was sitting in my chair, my roommates came and brought a cake for me...!

this is my birthday cake...

icha, nibe, and gabby...

tia and I... :P

gabby and teresa aka cece... haha

at welcoming party

some random pictures...

silvi, rine, and I...

kara, nita, me, and oliv...

icha, me, gabby, and tia...

this is my mentor group...
me, my mentor and, nines... :P

and this is my picture when i danced for SPH... :P

STRESS...!!!!!
haven't got a job yet... huaaaa... T_T
Father... Father... help me...
i know U have made a good plan for me...
i dunno what to type next coz i do really stress now...
arghhhhh....
bye now...!
wanna take a nap for a while okay..! :P
miss all of u... huhu... x_x

2009-08-16T23:27:00.002+07:00

HELLOW WORLD..!!!
This is my first time blogging use phone *urgent situation..*
Today is my last day in my 17th y.o..
Dun want to miss this moment! Haha..
Thx God.. I just can say thx and im so thankful for everything.. :P
Dunno what to type..
But.. Bye 17, welcome 18..! (:
Nite alr and going to sleep now..
Have 2 wake up earlier tml..!
BYE.. :D

2009-08-09T16:59:00.005+07:00

hellow people...!!!!
I'M IN UPH O'REDY..!!

omaigod..!
so damn excited before came here...
but now, sad yoo... x_x
miss everything...
my fam... my friends... my pets... my comfortable room. . . .
EVERYTHINGSSSSsss..!!!
dorm life is very far different from my daily life at home...
do everything by myself..
And, one room 8 peoples..!!
No privacy.. And so DAMN HOT HERE!! argh.. x_x
Even in the morning or night..
Huee.. Sweating everytime.. -.-"
and i cry almost everyday since i was here.. T_T
huaaaa.. Miss alllll!!
But, luckly i got fun room mates..
Came from different city in Indo..
Malang, cirebon, semarang, serang, tanggerang, nias, and surabaya.. Hoho.. :P
will introduce my room mates soon..!!
fiuh... hope i can bear here...!!! ^^
cant wait lebaran holiday so that i can back to bandung... hoho
and and... gonna post the pictures ASAP...!
have to go now...
bath and dinner... im in hurry...!!! x_x
byes all..!! :P
MISS U SO MUCH ARGHHH.... x_x

2009-08-03T20:23:00.003+07:00

huix... T_T
yaps, setiap ada pertemuan pasti bakal ada perpisahan...
sedih banget rasanya... baruuuu aja nganterin viren ke stasiun...
niatnya nggak mau nangis... begitu ketemu nggak kuat rasanya..
emang nggak mungkin gw tidak menangisi kepergianmu kawan... hehe... (:
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... VIREEEN..!!!

"vi.... huaaaaaaaaa.... sedih eh..sedih pisan siah vi.... x_x
huix huix... akhirnya dikau pergi juga ke surabaya...
nggak tau kapan kita bakal ketemu lagi... yah... moga2 pas ntar gw ultah kita bisa ketemu yah...
biarpun persahabatan kita sering sekali diwarnai dengan marah2an, tapi itu yang buat persahabatan kita jadi berwarna... hehe... :P
kae foto yang gw kasih, *nice to have u as my friend...* (: ...
gw bersyukur kalo gw udah pernah ketemu sama u dan bisa jadi temen u..
maap kalo gw banyaaaaaaak banget salah sama u and sering bikin u bete... hehe...
fotonya di pajang yah di kamar kost-an u... ^^
and and... jaga baik2 si kodok..!! hahaa... kalo keliatan serem sama baju itu, dibuka aja bajunya...
hoho... ^^.. soalnya bajunya kegedean sih... hihi... :P
gw sayang ama u...!! hoho..."

fiuh... and... 2 more days to go..!!!
OMG... x_x...
will miss my friends sooo much..! huix huix... =.=

2009-08-02T10:08:00.004+07:00

GOOD MORNING WORLD...!!! :)
IT'S 2nd AUGUST ARL..!!!~ WIHIIIII...
and and and.... that mean... 3 MOOOOREEEEE DAYSSS TO GOOOOO...!!!~
omaiiiigod...! x_x
i cannot believe this...!! =.= hoho... ^^

pictures will be upload soon..!! ASAP...
not in mood to arrange the pictures....
im going to go to PVJ today with my friends...
for the last time hang out together... huix... T_T

and... kyo is in Bandung..!!
she sms-ed me last night and told me that she is in Bandung...
hope can meet up with her.. haha.. :P
bye..!! ^^

2009-07-28T01:01:00.006+07:00

8 MORE DAYS TO GO..!!!
OMG...
i just realized that today is 28th July alr...~
and it mean,, 8 MORE DAYS TO GO..!! *again... hahaha... :P

SUNDAY,, have a birthday party...
and, kinda insane and brutal there... x_x

this one is my fav...!!
something like steam cassava with squeeze milk from coconut.
i dont know what is the name but that was one of our fav. choice... ^^

see our plates... x_x

full in one table...!! more instead.. ~
like never eat before... haha...

PICTURES OF THE DAY..!!!
this man... *man...?

pretty isn't he..? lol.. :P

POSE..! *coquettish... hahaha... LOL... :P

and 2 last pictures taken yesterday at BTC...

bye...!
late already... still need to pack some of my stuff...
fiuh, I CAN'T WAIT..!!!!! (:

2009-07-24T13:00:00.003+07:00

back to share 2 video..! :P

earth song-michael jackson..
love the video concept so much...
really, awesome..!!!!!

online-saykoji...
what a nice and funny song..! hahaha... :P
they are so creative... ^^

2009-07-22T23:24:00.004+07:00

what a long and tiring day... x_x
at the morning, went to grand eastern with viren, monic and vivi to YAMCA..!
hohoho... :P
know what, it was kinda embarrassing... =.=
we ordered for several times and then the waiter said.. "order AGAIN..?!?!"
OMG... we looks like a group of brutal eater... zzz... -.-!

left peace sign hand is me..!! hahaha LOL.. :P

and after that, went to ciwalk to celebrate wendy and reyner birthday..! :P
treated watch harry potter and eat pizza hut..! :P

i dont read the novel so that i dont know the real story..
many said that they skip many part but, i dont read the novel so i dont know which part and im fine with the movie... kinda cool i think...~ hahaha... ^^

@ pizza hut, gave wendy a present and guess what..? i gave him clothes..!
he is not really modis and he often use the same shirt when hang out...

the left is wendy and right is reyner...

haha... clothes changed alr..! cool isnt he..? :P

2 MORE WEEKS TO GOO..!!~
wohooo... so damn excited... ^^

2009-07-19T00:53:00.006+07:00

went shopping today*SATURDAY i mean* with my besties..!! *sondang and yuyun..!
finally after for about MORE than 2 weeks didnt meet with yuyun...

bought some clothes and my stuff to be brought to UPH..!!
hihi... :P
i did not buy many coz in fact, we didnt shopping at all...!! -.-"
ate and chit-chat...! hahaha..
&&&....
extended my hair with like a red color or PINK..! hoho...~
have planed to extension my hair but just realized TODAY...! *HORRAY...~ :P

the picture isnt clear enough.. x_x
not in mood to take self picture...... =.=

oh, and... I FOUND SOMETHING VERY NICE..!!

a couple clothes... cute arent they..?
hihi... love it... SO MUCH...!! :P

sondang, yuyun, and i...

the stuffs... x-x

i wanna upload my state final exam result here in honest...
but, there are some problem with my comp i think...
i turned the comp and monitor on alr but it just show black blank display... zzz...
will scan and upload it later... ASAP..! :P

OMG, damn... stomachache... x_X
BYES..! (:

2009-07-09T17:59:00.003+07:00

Rest In Peace
my beloved Grandpa ♥

the funeral..

when the house was burned...

peace with u... :P

anything else to blog..?

my recent favorite video clip...
BLACK OR WHITE from Michael Jackson...
this song is very awesome...!!!! i love the video, lyrics and the meaning of the song...
showing about racism and culture...
no matter who you are... we all are same!! :P
many of his songs are awesome...!! showing his concern about this world...
I LOVE U M.J...!! FAREWELL...!~ (:

2009-07-02T21:46:00.001+07:00

just back from doctor....
and she said that my blood pressure is low!! *hypotension... -.-"
90/60 mmHg... it should be about 120/80 mmHg.... x_x
hueee... dun wan sick... and dun like..!!
huhuhu... x_x
hope everything gonna be alright and get well soon to me..!!

beside that...
i've got the exact date when im going to go to UPH..!!
5 AUGUST...!!!!!!!!!! ^^ wihiiii...~~
its about 33 days + or 792 hours + or 47.520 minutes + or 2.851.200 + seconds more to go..!! (:
ahahhaa....
so damn excited...!! (:
going to go to my ex- senior high school tomorrow to prepare some documents i need.. ^^

&&&,, byes...! have to have enough rest... zzz...
(:
update ASAP..! ^^

2009-07-01T14:10:00.004+07:00

37,7 degree...!!!
hell yeah...
I AM SICK...! -.-"
just a light fever but i think there are some problem with my intestine.... = =

my edited pictures :

a new month, started with everything new...
and...! going to go to Jakarta next month...!!! :P
cant wait..!~
and to all my friends who fighting in their SMPTN exams, GANBATTE...!! :D
bye...! and... get well soon to me... ^^

2009-06-26T02:27:00.008+07:00

hellowsss people..!!! :P
back blogging haha... ^^
just wanna say....

IM NOT A SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT ANYMORE..!! haha... ^^
tell me that im pretty...!!
yes jessica u are..! ^^ LOL...

the graduation ceremony had been held at 22th june 2009...
will just upload some pictures... -.-!

me and cung2...

me and mr. weather...

me and vivi

me and viren...

will upload the rest later with my result *probably* plus other things...
not really in mood to arrange my graduation pictures now... ==a
3 years study at SHS, and this is the end...
happy and sad...
thx everyone for everything..
thx to all my teacher... thx for ur patient... :P

RANDOM PICTURES..!~

2009-06-12T00:36:00.011+07:00

wohoooo ELLOWS..!
hahaha...
been so damn busy this few days... x_x
worked worked worked...~

miss to blog..
havent update my photoshoot session at tangkuban perahu Mt.
so so... here there are...!
Tangkuban perahu Mt. 2 June 2009....

prepared at vivi's home.. :P

at the car...
on the way to tangkuban perahu Mt..

virena and monica

me and vivi..!! :P

and and here are some edited pictures...

all were edited by me... :P
hahaha... so so right..?
yeah, that my style... kinda simple... --a

after the photoshoot, felt tired...

stress alr.. -.-"

silly and stupid pictures... (:

last sunday went to ciwalk with angel, sonia, cebe, gunawan, and wendy
watched "drag me to hell.."

V. COOL..!! ahaha... horor + humor...! :P
and kinda disgusting... -.-!

my grandpa were hospitalized this few days so i spent much time at hospital...
at tuesday my aunty came to hospital when i was waiting my grandpa...
and and... she brought donutss..!! :P

not J.CO donuts but its okay..~
ahaha... :P
LOVE DONUT... ^^

my grandpa and my auntys... ^^

and and camwhore..~ haha... (:
never saw me without bangs..?

kyaaa..!!~ (:

and what i'd done since morning...

layouting the year book...! x_x
*click to enlarge*

okay, morning alr...
BYE...! going to sleep...
but, brush my teeth first..! hahaha... :D

2009-06-01T23:07:00.005+07:00

working on my pictures since last week...
i do editing that nyooo...~
wanna upload it here in honest, but haven't feel satisfied yet...
still wanna edit it...
have uploaded some in fb...
the pictures are taken at villa istana bunga, 280509...

and this two is my fav..!! :D

fiuh... *sigh*
i think i'll make my edit more simple without the text ... how..?!?!?
COMMENT IS VERY VERY APPRECIATED...!!!~
to prove and provee and and and make it better sure..
i realized that i love do this...!! <3 style="font-size:130%;"> IM ADDICTED...!
BE THE MODEL AND EDITING IT...~
ahaha..
anyone hire me as a model...?!?
weks, i really want to be a model NOW..! hahaha...
but, not confident enough...
so, comment me about this to make my EYES OPEN..! ahahha... :P
and im sort of interesting with photograph... i mean be a photographer...
that fun i think..!!
hueee, want SLR cam nyooo...~ but so damn exp. zzz... x_x
i wanna learn about photography now... to fill my holiday...~
ahahhaa... :P

TODAY, took some pictures at kawah putih...!
my first time to go there, and it so damn beautiful..!!
will upload the pictures after i finish editing it...
working on it now...

TML, going to have a photo session with vivi's brother @ villa istana bunga again..!
and and and i do very excited...!!! :P
hope the pictures will be good... yeah i hope so... really..
and, gtg now..!!
*sigh* gather at viren's house at 06.30 am tml morning so, need sleep enough..!!
BYES...~
:P

&&&&
once more...!!
ANYONE HIRE ME AS A MODEL..?!?!?
LOLS... :P

but im serious... zzz... -.-"
hahaz... *sigh*
insane...~~

2009-05-23T20:07:00.015+07:00

WARNING...!!

THIS POST CONTAIN A LOT OF PICTURES...!! :P
be careful...!!! :D

woaaaah...~
so sleepy... x_x
woke up at 05.30 am this morning and slept at 02.00am last night... zzz...
and kinda tired now...

okay, have a class photo shoot today..!! ^^

at st. Albanus..
look..! kinda scary isnt it..?

class photoshoot behind the scene... *LOL* :P
camwhoreee...~
NARCISSM MODE : ON..!!!

viren and I

vivi and I

me and pigis...

me and silvani

gunawan and I

boo...! hahaha... :P

pouts...! // 'monyongk..~'

dork pose...~~ ^^

praying...~~

see jonathan eyes...
huaaa... v v v biiig...!!! x_x

me and angel...!!!

ahee...~~
silly people doing silly thingy... hahaz...! :P

love my nails...!!!!<3

will upload the final photo result after i received it from the photographer absolutely...
fiuh... and after that, HAVE TO! layouting the year book.... *sigh*

den den den...~
went to BTC to watch NIGHT AT MUSEUM 2....
what a V. FUNNY and "bojenk" movie..! hahaha... ^^

watch it people WATCH IT...!!! (:

at pet shop, saw a little cute and cuddlesome puppy...

"HELP HELP SOMEBODY HELLLP...!!"
huaaa... gomen gukguk... x_x

&&&&&,
as i've promised,
Angel's b'day party picture...! ^^

hanamasa, IP-190509...

greedy mode...! see our food...! ^^

angel, cebe and I

gunawan said : "Angel, kiss me here...! "
Angel : "no no... u kiss me here...! "... ... ... ... ... ...
okay... zzzz.... X_x

greedy DP... :P

reyner, gunawan, cebe, DP

plus d b'day gal...!

from left: angel, oliph, silva, bulan, me... :p

from left : cebe, bulan, angel, silva, irvan, me, reyner

me and d bday gal...! :P

ENDS...!!~
22.07 alr... and havent bath...!! smelly smelly... X[
BYE... :P

2009-05-21T13:50:00.007+07:00

im home alone!
when i woke up, realized that NO ONE AT HOME...!
ahahha... but but, this often happen LOL... :P

decided to upload some old pictures... ~~

my nail color changed alr...!
brighter now...~ ^^

RANDOM PICTURES...! :P

1st. HILTON HOTEL

the pool

the executive room... :P

@ the lobby...~ :P

2nd. NOVOTEL

3rd. CIWALK

4th. PASKAL

takoyaki...
nyam nyam nyaam OISHII...! :P

okay, gtg...!
BYES...~ :P

2009-05-20T14:03:00.003+07:00

yeah finaly can open blogger...!
wanna blog ytd but but, i think there were some problem with my net connection... x_x
cant open any page... blank page appear... ~

okay, had a lot of fun ytd... :]]]]]]
went out from home at 10am and back at 10pm..!! hahaha... :P
celebrated angel b'day at hanamasa...
will upload the picture probably this saturday...!!
havent got the data from angel...
and after that went to PVJ with gina, vell, mondang, and cei...
met up with ESTER there...!! :P
OMG, last time i met with ester is about, 3 YEARS AGO..!! xx,
miss her nyooo...~~

PURIKURA-ING... (:

=]]

and watched

its a good movie but i dun like it because kinda sadistic... -.-"
screaming almost along that movie... x_x
zzzzz....

my feeling at the moment...! : kinda bad mood...
dunno why but i feel kinda not in mood... *sigh*
duhduhduh... okay, gtg...
take a nap ah...~ hihi.. :P

2009-05-08T19:54:00.004+07:00

want to upload some pictures in honest..
KEBAYA PICTURES...!
but but but... i think better to not upload it...~
hahaha... ^^
im looking for a nice kebaya for my graduation ceremony June 22nd '09...

okay i'll show u one of my choice:
. . . .
. . . .
. . . .
. . . .

how..? :P

ahaha... but i finally not choice that one...
already got what i want but but but...
wont share it here and now..!
ahaha... still secret...~ :P

im in practice exam &&&& it'll over next Thursday...!
hahaha... after that...
LONG LONG LOOOOONG HOLIDAY...~
untill college started...! its about August...!! middle of August...!! ahahha...
cant wait till august.. ^^
but cant breath freely untill i get my state final exam result...
its about 16th-19th June... x_x
hope it'll be good...!! hihi... :p
update soon BYES..!! ^^

2009-04-28T20:44:00.003+07:00

wihiii ... im so excited today....^^

TODAY...!!
went to UPH...

prepared myself from 7am and went there at 08.30am...
and and and .... TANGERANG IS VERY FAR FAR AWAY...!!
uuuh... i think tanggerang is before jakarta... *in my mind= bandung-tanggerang-jakarta...*
but the fact is.... BANDUNG-JAKARTA-TANGGERANG... x_x

arrived at about 11.30am...
straightaway to B tower room 603...

return my form and met up with billy....
he looks very tall now... x_x
he used to be shorter than me nyooo...~~
huhuhu...
and and and he said... " yeah finally i can be ur SENIOR....! "
nyaaa... not fair not fair...
we were together since elementary and nooooow, he is my senior... -.-"
he took acceleration class in senior high school and he is faster than me one year... x-x
then then then looking around... ^^

the canteen..
like a food court in a mall...

the dorm and football field...
i wanna see the dorm inside but they said it open to public at 4pm and and i cant wait coz my bro have a lot of jobs to dooo...~ x_x

one fact about uph is...
its cool inside but its very hot outside...
billy told be before that the air here is not cool as u think and... he is right... -.-" hahaz..!.~ ^^

but but buuuut....!
i do very excited nyoooo..~
cant cant caaaaaantttt wait...!
haha... ^^

2009-04-27T22:00:00.005+07:00

the first thing caught my eyes at class...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME......!!!! ^^

LOLS TODAY IS NOT MY B'DAY...!!~ -.-"
zzzzz....

TADAA...~~

Mr. Freddy b'day... ^^
happy bday to you happy bday to yooooouuuuu...~~!!!

dunno what to type...
my mind in restaurant city now...! hahhaa...
janice asked me to play it and now im KINDA *kinda okay* addicted... lmao... ^^

okay gtg now...
im going to go to jakarta tml..!! ^^
hihi... wanna see my campus hihi...
update tomorrow... ^^

2009-04-24T16:46:00.002+07:00

Hellow heaven and good bye hell...!!!!! :)

state final exam FINISHED O'REDY...!!
ahaha... so so so happy lalalala..~
jux wait school final exam 2 weeks again den after it...
holiday untill COLLEGE TIME...~~!! wohoooo :)
UPH UPH IM COMING...~
haha... ^^

okay, i watched this today...

BYES..! will update soon laa...~
haha im enjoying my "heaven" now... hohoz... :P

2009-04-16T17:54:00.002+07:00

*sigh* okay, this is my last time to online untill next Friday, except next Wednesday coz im going to study online with my friends and my physics teacher Mr. weather... tehee... (:
fiuh, its kinda hard for me coz one fact about me is....
i online almost everyday..! *even off in msn and ym* but i do online everyday...

wish me luck and pray for me okay...! ^^
this is very important because what i have learnt for about 3 years is decided by this exam...
duhduhduh...
okay, GANBATTE NEEEE...!!!!!
janaa....~ :P

2009-04-15T19:21:00.005+07:00

OMG...!!! huaaa... i want this really2 want...!!!!
WANT IT...!!! I WANT IT SO DAMN MUUUUUCH...!!! X_X
huaaaaaaaaaaa... T_T
somebody bought it for me pliiiis... pliiiis....
I SAID PLIIIISSS....! x_x
huix huix huix... T_T

huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... T_T
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... T_T

sondang bought me that one yesterday...
wihiii she said this is for my reward coz accepted in UPH... :P
huaaaaaaaa...
i want the phone... THE PHOOOONEEEE... T_T

2009-04-11T20:12:00.002+07:00

Thursday, went to vivi's home...
edited the tcc video and blaaa...!~
camwhore... :D

Friday, jogging @ tegalega with sondang and yuyun

huaaa long time since the last time we hang out together.. x_x
kinda sleepy that time coz just finished editing video at about 3am and sonia picked me up at 6am..! z_z
after jogging,,, swimming at Horison hotel... :P
hoho... didnt take pictures nyooo...~
**********

im in holiday now but its going over tml..!! x_x
im worried about state final exam...
ITS NEXT WEEK...!!~ =.=
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... T_T
wish me luck,, and last pictures... :

(:
BYESSSS...~

2009-04-03T16:43:00.007+07:00

boring boring boring...~~~
nothing to do nyooo...

question for today,,,
"how was my prelim today...?"
and the answer is. . . . . . . . .
absolutely DAMN...! x_x
huaaaaaaaa... T_T
dunno what should i do to make my math ability better...
nyo nyo nyo and biology... terrible.... -.-"
o my God...! -.-"
2 weeks more to state final exam and i still feel not ready...
i'll prepare my self... i have to..!
but lazy nyoooo...~~ x_x
huaaaa...!!!
hus hus huuuus my laziness..!!!
go away and stay away...! haha... (: *lame*
huaahuaaahuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...!!!!

and TODAY..!!! :D

ate @ pizza hut celebrated vivi's birthday.... ^^
haha, i haven't told u what i've done to vivi last week... :P

1st. asked her to go to pvj...
2nd. put her on a market cart..

3rd. sprayed hair paint to her...

4th. gave the cake..! :D

5th. went to starbuck...!! ^^

hohooooz..~
gomen gomen gomen nee viviiii... hihi... :P
once a years okay...! (:
wish u all d best..!!

:D

&&&&&&&
good news good news..!~~
i was accepted at UPH..! hoho.. *have known this from about 2 weeks ago tehee...~*
but but but what worrying me now is. . . . .
state final exam...! duhduh.. x_x
*sigh*.. WISH ME LUCK..!!!! :P

2009-04-02T18:31:00.004+07:00

TCC behind the scene..!

this is my speaking class project...
Paul asked us to make a TV show and i made this... :
"Teens Cooking Competition..!" *fake competition absolutely* hoho... ^^

mm, kinda lazy to blog in honest, but lazier to study math..! LOL... :P
my prelim are not end tomorrow...
still have prelim next monday till wednesday... x_x
and then after it, ELECTION TIME..! ^^
my first time to elect... 17th y.o o'redy nyooo..~ hahaha... (:

math and biology test tml... -.- uuuurghh... *sigh*
ganbatte neee....~

oh and..! finally i got an sms from june...! :P
hope she is alright there... ^^

okay, STRESS MODE : ON..!

2009-03-29T13:14:00.003+07:00

muahahaha... ^^
TCC shooting ytd...
havent got the data from monic, update soon...!!! :P

V. BUSY nyooo.. x_x
tml, going to have 3rd prelim, then state prelim, then THE REAL STATE FINAL EXAMS...!!x.x
ganbatte for myself...!!!!! ^^
nyaaaa... its about 3 weeks more to state final exams..
okay gtg to pvj...
have something to do nyooo...~ *evil plan* muahahaha... gg :/
and and and..! this is my 1st time blogging using my lappy wohooo..~!! ^^

2009-03-15T19:26:00.003+07:00

PRICELESS PICTURES..! :P

gunawan..!

rio..!
HAHAZ..! ^^

cant post many coz, BUSY..! -.-"
hope can update more ASAP... :P
BYE// ^^

2009-03-10T20:01:00.007+07:00

fiuh...
edan eling dan edan eling..~ x_x
akhirnya bener2 deh gw yang namanya nyalin rumus 5x...
2175 an gituuu,,? sigh... X_x
terus...
fisika pun walo gw dapet 6.75, kenyataannya gw harus nyalin 5 kali pula soalnya rata2 kelas jelek...
edan edan dan edan... *haiiiiz....* x_x
dan kenyataannya lagi 5 paket soal kimia pun sudah menanti gw dengan manisnya...
*memang terkadang kenyataan itu pahit sangat amad....* -.-"
yah, tapi......
kata2 ini yang gw omongin ke diri gw sendiri...
"kunci mencapai kesuksesan adalah kerelaan hati untuk dibentuk dan diproses sama Tuhan..."
ya, mungkin inilah saatnya gw sedang "diproses..." ^^
gw berusaha untuk tidak mengeluh... :P.. dan kata2 laen yang membuat gw lebih kuat adalah...
"hati yang gembira adalah obat bagi jiwa yang terluka..."
pepatah kuno bukan..? tapi itu benar2 mujarab siah... huahaha...(:
tiap kali gw beteee... gw inget kata2 ini dan TADA...! terasa jauh lebih baek... ^^
dan...
" orang yang mengucap syukur dan tetep bersukacita tuh cenderung memiliki sesuatu yang lebih..."
lebih dalam artian mungkin kehidupanya bakal terasa lebih indah karena, ya lo melihat segala sesuatunya dari sisi positifnya...! (:
dan ya...! memang kita harus melihat segala sesuatu dari sisi positifnya,,,
dan dan dan mengucap syukur pastinya.... ^^
fiuh fiuh fiuh...!!! positifnya,,, gw jadi apal kah sama rumus mat ini...?
asa nggak juga sih.. hahaha...
cuma yah mungkin gw sedang diajar dan memang sedang dibentuk dalam hal ini...
dilatih kesabaran kali yaaa..~
kita memang nggak tau kenapa ini kejadian sama kita cuma yang kita tau ini adalah yang terbaik buat kita,,, ^^
cuma gw jadi nggak bisa maen pet deh...~
hari ini belom maen..
hahaha... ^^

tapiiii.....!!!!
PENTING..!!!

"in life, we may not always get what we want or need, but we get what we deserve coz God ALWAYS! gives us what's the best..! ^^ "

ya... di hidup ini kita memang nggak selalu mendapatkan apa yang kita inginkan ato kita butuhkan...
tapi,,,, kita mendapatkan apa yang seharusnya kita dapatkan karena TUHAN selalu memberikan yang terbaik.. (:

bener2 deh renungan gw akhir2 ini ngena pisan dihatiii...
kata2 bijak diatas yang sangat amat memberi gw kekuatan gw dapetin dari renungan gw...
memang Tuhan kasih gw jawaban dari sana kali yaaa...~
hahaha... satu hal, gw harus sate lebih giat kayaknya....
supaya apa yang DIA ingin ucapkan bisa gw cerna dan gw mengerti serta gw pahami..~
ya ya ya ... ini juga mungkin salah satu cara Dia menggenapi kata2 ini...
"Tuhan nggak pernah ninggalin lo, Dia selalu ada di sebelah lo... ketika lo lemah, sendiri, sedih...
inget, Dia disamping lo nggak pernah ninggalin lo..."
ya, dengan kata2 ini Dia nguatin hari2 gw belakangan ini...
Thx God... memang U teh yang terbaek pisaaaaannn..!!!!
love U so much,,,
kasih gw kekuatan lebih dan lebih lagi yah Bapa... ^^
oh and...
thx buat kawand kawand yang membantu dan selalu mendukung gw...
ngajarin gw mat dan lain lain...
menghibur dan memberikan gw kekuatan...
hahaha,,,, :P
thx yang udah niat bantuin gw buat nyalin rumus tapi kaenya nggak usah soalnya tulisannya kan berbeda sangat amat..
dan lagian... saat ini gw sedang dibentuk... gw harus ngerjain semuanya sendiri supaya gw mendapatkan hasil yang lebih dikemudian hari...
saat ini gw sedang menabur nanti gw akan menuai...
mungkin gw sedang menabur nyalin rumus... ntar UAN mat gw dapet 100..! AMIN sodara sodara..!!! hahhaa... ^^
tapi yah gw mah nggak mo minta muluk2 banget... setidaknya lulus gw udah sangat mengucap syukur... ^^
kalo soal fisika dan kimia yang gw dapatkan berpaket2 juga sih tidak begitu gw permasalahkan karena sebagaimanapun juga yah tidak sebanyak mat...
hehehe...
tapi memang agak melelahkan karena seabrek sekaligus mat, fis dan kimia...
mungkin gw lebih merasa mat sebagai beban karena gw agak tidak menyukai mat...
AGAK..~
hahaha... ^^
yah yah yah...
sindiran2 kecil ini bukan bermaksud mengeluh lhoooo..
ini hanya mengungkapkan perasaan.. toh daripada dipendam..? huehehe...
daripada gw stress lalu bunuh diri dan menusuk guru gw..? tehee...~
soalnya,walo gw bercerita dan membagi perasaan gw pada kawand2 pun, semuanya sibuk dengan tugas seabrek ini...~ hehehe...
yah teman... berakit rakit ke hulu berenang renang ketepian....!!!!!
semangat untuk kita...!!!! hahahaha... ^^

dan untuk viren... maap yah gw matnya dapet jelek...
jadi u ikut nyalin 1x juga.. tapi u sebenernya nggak usah buat lagi..
pake aja yang kemaren toh kan nggak dikumpulin...
hehehe... ^^
yah intinya mah maapkan dakuuu..~
hahaha... ^^
*entah baca entah tidak...*
mungkin otak gw lagi agak eror yah...
udah agak panas karena gw udah nyalin rumus 2 kali...
masih harus 3 kali lagi... tapi bener terasa cepat kalo ngerjainnya nggak pake ngeluh..~
hahaha... ^^
yah, tugas yang laen jangan diinget dulu... kalo diinget malah jadi beban... ^^
hohoho...
jiayooooou..!!!! :P

thx God buat semuanya ini..
buat tugas dan semuanya...
gw tau ini semua buat ngebentuk gw jadi lebih baek...
bersyukur buat semuanya ini... (:

hahaha... ^^

2009-03-07T17:40:00.004+07:00

FULL... just ate donuts...! ^^
haha... but didnt take the pict... :P
i wanna post this ytd honestly but...
fell aslept..! -.-"

2nd prelim over o'redy and. . . .
its like HEAVEN..! (:
pluz.. no class at Monday... ^^

ytd went to spring heaven with vivi and viren...
yamca, dimsum... ♥

people were looking at us coz we ordered so many... -.-"

remember...! this all just for US *viren, vivi, I* and we all are FEMALE..!
looked like greedy.. x_x

*real*

*fake* LOL... :P

after that, went to vivi's home...

have something to do and blaaaaaa...~

then then then...

continued 2 carefour... ~

OH AND..!
nabila *my pet* gave a birth yesterday...!! ^^

two little puppies... :P
mm, two handsome little puppies..! ^^ *both of them are male...*

feed feed feed feed...~

hoho, havent gave name for them...
any idea..? (:

*sigh..*
even holiday... i still have homeworks... x_x
nyaaaa... damn damn damn... T_T
ganbatte for myself...!!!!! :P

2009-02-26T18:36:00.005+07:00

how poor i am... =.=
very hungry, and then when i opened refrigerator...
things i can eat just... :

chocolates..! x_x
my valentine chocolate..
mm, im okay with the choco honestly..
but... if i eat more choco, that means. . . . . . . .
there will be MORE DAMN PIMPLES in my face..!
that is the problem nyoooo... T_T

im going to have my second prelim NEXT MONDAY..!
huahuahuaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..... x_x
*graduate! graduate! GRADUATE!* that is what in my mind right now...
i really want state final exam earlier...~
okay, wish me luck...! :D

2009-02-21T20:18:00.003+07:00

something damn happened today...! x_x
i feel not health enough today...
thinking should i go to school or better take a rest..
then i decided to go to school.... :P

i woke up at about 08.30am this morning and prepared my self to extra lesson...
bathing, breakfast, and then when i want to doing something with my hair...
damn..! the hair iron wasnt working..! x_x
and it was about 20 minutes more to 10am *extra lesson started*..!
dunno what should i do with my hair..
then i tried to straight it using the curly hair iron...
look bad and i decided to tie my hair..
BUT..! my bangs... looks really horrible.. -.-"

i took my bag and ready to go to school even i look terrible...
then suddenly, i felt something wrong...
everything looks like walking around me...!
mm, vertigo..? might be.. or anemia...? dunno... X[

so, i didnt go to school...
napped for a while then, bought a new hair iron..! ^^

the damn thing i said is, my hair iron wasnt working..!
teheee...~ :P
i learned something today...
i cant live without a hair iron..! -.-"

i might go to the doctor if i feel sick more...!-
hope get well soon...
hate doctor nyooo...! x_x
and... school stuffs... i might left behind my friends if i sick... T_T

2009-02-16T18:41:00.005+07:00

HACHIM...!! x_x
flu... nyaaaaaaa...
i hate flu.. i just can breath with one nose hole... -.-"
very annoying...
im sure this because valentine...
silva gave me the viruuuus..!!!! nyaaaaa.... x_x

TODAY..!~

cute isnt it..? hihi... :P
its a bag bag BAG..! ^^
a pucca's face bag.. OMG i ♥ it..!
LOVEEEE... ♥

today, no sports class and my friends and i spent the time at canteen...
we were talking about homestay and about university...
im thinking nyooo..~
mmm, i want to be a teacher as i want to be a guide...
i wanna take tourism but.. i want to be a teacher too..! x_x
i wanna go around the world... !
thats one of my dream and i think i can realize it if i be a guide...
but but but.. really confuse at the moment...
which one should i take..? tourism one or the education one..?
i said to myself before if im accepted at UPH, i'll take it and be a teacher...
but im really thinking now... even im accepted, will i take it..?
nya nya nyaaaa..~~~~
how how how HOW..!?! this is considering with my future nyaaa.. x_x
GOD help me... ^^
lets UR will be done... :D

okie,
have math and physics homeworks.. *as usual.. x_x*...
im sick of homeworks nyooo...!~
better state final exam tml..! haha... ^^
okay not tml but next week... hope so... :P
back to stressing thingy... -.-"

2009-02-14T22:38:00.008+07:00

haiyaaaaaaaaaa..~~~ (-.-")
hahaha...
insane insane insane..~

HAPPY VALENTINE...!!! ♥ ♥ ♥

i gave that to my parents... ^^
TIRAMISUUU...~
happy valentine mom...
happy valentine dad...

:D

and and anddddd

my whole chocolate...
i made it by myself... ^^
hahaha...
slept at about 2am tml... x_x

the special one...
guess for whooo..????!!! haha... ^^

today's pictures..!

haha, remembered what happened today...
something strange happened..!~ :D
i sat at the corner of school coz doing nothing and wondering something...
then then suddenly, a photographer came to me and said...
"wiii, so cute..!~"
then he took a picture of me...
and i did a pose like a . . . . what ergh.... x_x
mmm, like a lost kid..!
ahahaha...
it made me kinda LOL...! hahhaa...
surprising nyoooo... ~

other picture...

taken ytd...
i wanna upload 2 pictures honestly..
but, one picture gone from my compt..!
DISAPPEAR..~ -.-"
damn... that one is the cutest.. x_x
one jacket for two people...!
hihi, guess whose jacket is that...?
VIREEEEEN'S..!!! ^^
ahaha LOL... :P

2009-02-13T23:41:00.002+07:00

just finished made chocolate.. :D
i made 12 box of choco and 1 special..! haha... :P
guess for who..?! LOL... ^^
so, i made more about 13 box + + + + +...!
and i still need moreeeee..!
nyaaaaaaaaaa.... x_x
i should have bought 25 normal box but i just bought 12 normal box and 5 special box..
and i just used one the special box.. -.-"
should have bought the normal box more than the special box.. x_x
&&&&,,
HAVENT TOOK THE PICTURES..! -.-"
no no no no NO! time..!!!
i still have to made some again... -.-"
nyaaa, wrong when counting... X[
i'll take the picture tml and, i have something special too for my parents...
will blog it tml..!

C-YAAAAAAAA...~ ^^

2009-02-11T20:02:00.005+07:00

i opened my photo album and...
saw myself when i was kid...! :P
very cuteeeee...!! LOL... ^^
looks chubby not skinny like now... -.-"

cute nyoooooooo....!! ~
ahaha... :P

and this one is my fav..

me and my sister... :P
feel peace when see this picture...
hohoho.... ^^

and and and AND...!!!
3 days more to VALENTINE...! ♥ ♥ ♥
i've got a chocolate from yuyun :)

not a chocolate honestly...
its a pie...! choco pie...!
yuyun promised to give me choco pie last valentine but,
i was sick and she gave mine to bilga...
she made it by herself *that what she said at first*
but then she said her mom made it..! LOL... ^^
she just made the box... -.-"

i dunno what im going to give to my friends this valentine...
i used to made choco but, kinda busy at the moment...
but but but i think i'll make choco again this year.... maybe i'll make it tml.. x_x
hahaha a a a a a . . . . . . *stop laughing*
OMG..!
i have biology exam tml..!!!! x_x
havent studied... -.-"
nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... T_T

okay, BYE..! :P
wish me luuuck...!!! ^^

2009-02-06T21:40:00.008+07:00

feel sick... -.-"
v. cold here but i think i run a fever..
my head is warm but my feet, so damn cold...
gtg sleep after blogs and before that,,,,, medicine... x_x
i havent have my dinner yet honestly...
mm, not mood to eat... but have to even just a spoon....
and maybe, too tired today... --,

but the good thing is....
1st PRELIM OVER O'READY..! :P

went out with viren and vivi today..
1st place is suci street...
wanna make jackets.. ^^
then then then,,, to rumah mode...

looking for the jacket which same with mine... *the brown one*
but, didnt find it and then..
went to ciwalk...
i ate two times this lunch... -.-"
first...
at platinum with vivi and viren...

second...
with sondang and yuyun at gokana...

they came to ciwalk to met up with me... haha...
and and and...
insane there..~~~

guess what is that..??
and and and... wondering u get this as a birthday present for you...
if me,,, i'll think that its a watch or jewelry..! :P
demoooo....

its underwear...!
hahaha...
and yuyun bought it as a birthday present for her friend..!
hahaha... :P LOL..! ^^

vivi, sad coz cant bought it...
EXPENSIVE..! -.-"

and and and and AND!
our stuff... -.-"

hahaha... spent much 4 shopping..! :P

vivi bought 2 pants, 3 jackets, and *XXX* something... ^^
viren bought 2 dolls, 3 jackets, and *XXXXX* something... (;

and i bought...

a purse... :P
mm, looks so-so..?
but i like it SO MUCH... ^^

> reasons why i like it...
● its cute..!
● its cute..!!
● its cute..!!!
● its cute..!!!!
● ITS CUTE...!!!!! :D
haha... ^^
and and and.. the cat's tail looks like letter "J" as my initial name... (:

2009-02-05T16:27:00.006+07:00

TODAY..!
went to IP with yuyun and sonia... :P
yuyun said she wanted to buy "something" *girl's business*.. :P
after that sonia want to play at GM....
and and and..!

cute isnt it..?
CNY passed already but the ornament still exist... hoho... ^^

and tomorrow,,,
last day 1st prelim...!!! ^^
CHEMISTRY..! havent study yet.. X[
i was online instead... -.-"
took some personality quiz.. hahaha...

okay, i'll tell u some of the result... :p

You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.

YOUR LOVE
Are you a very confused person?
Sometimes you like to be left alone.
Sometimes you want to be loved.
Sometimes you need him or her.
Sometimes you don't.
Does it sound familiar?

* hell yeah... -.-" *

*******************************************************************************

okay, gtg....!
STUDY STUDY..! :P

頑張って..!!! ^^

2009-02-04T14:51:00.003+07:00

today, third day prelim and...
feel so damn bad mood... x_x
i cried today.... @ school...
after my math exam...
OMG,, the teacher...he really pissed me off...
urghhhh...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it made me more more more and MORE! hate math..
huh, i hope im not, demo...
everything made me hate it... x_x

and i really really angry to my teacher...
he didnt accept my answer sheet b'coz i havent finished when he want to take it...

**huaaaaaaaa... nyebelin pisan...!!!!!!!!!!! -.-"
reseeeeeeeeeee..... x_x
udah gitu teh pake nyuntrungin kepala segala...
kalo kena meja terus gw kejedok gimana..?
punya sopan santun nggak guru teh..?
tau megang kepala org teh nggak sopan..
ini pake nyuntrungin segala... guru BP macam apa..?!?!?!**

okay, hope i can forget all about today so that i can more focus for my next subject.. ^^
** "yeah, God,,, help me..
bete pisan...!!!!!!!! -.-" **

tml, physics and history exam...
hope all de best and wish me luck.. :P
urghh.. i cant concentrate study now...
that really disturb me and make me bad mood to study... x_x
God, help me nyoooo...! :D

I ♥ U..!

"my priority is to educating myself...
not to entertaining myself..."